Disclaimer:
I acquired the person's consent before publishing the emails that were exchanged. I censored out his/her name and personal information with "RRR" for safety reasons and to retain anonymity.
Notice - I censored out different parts with XXX, XXXX, etc. that belonged to names, websites, and other personal information.
Tilus to RRR
Feb 7, 2011
Hi RRR,
I currently am involved with a succubus and I saw your post on the XXXX site. I am curious to know whether you are still with your incubus and how things are going?
(also I'm testing this email to see if it works, if it does and I get a response from you I will share more of my own story)
Thanks,
Tilus
RRR to me
Feb 8, 2011
Hi. thanks for writing.
Yes, I'm still involved with my incubus. I've gotten used to it and even look forward to the company at night. Somehow I was "traded" to another incubus from my original one who was very intense. This one is more calmer.
Do you have dreams that help you to see what she looks like?
I seem to be involved in a "group" in my dreams that I see each night
Thanks for sharing,
RRR
Tilus to RRR
Feb 8, 2011
This is a good location to talk about anything related to succubus/incubus. Lots of the people on this forum have a succubus/incubus partner and are in a relationship.
XXXXX
I will warn you though, the owner and mod team on that forum try to keep it non-religious. (The forum owner and staff are mostly atheist) Secondly, they do a small bit of censorship. I recently got in trouble for questioning a decision from the staff to censor a person who was describing something malicious that happened with his succubus. They try to keep the forum board a pro-relationship environment to encourage people to not fear their succubus/incubus and to enter a beneficial relationship with their spirit partner.
Ah, I see. I understand completely. I initially encountered a succubus named Alexandra (public name not private) about four months ago. I tried to record her on an EVP and I could hear her arguing with a male voice. She said things like, "He kept ASKING!" etc. etc. while the voice scolded her on the EVP. I think she was referring to me, and from the things I have read on the forum, they don't like to be recorded via video/camera/etc. Then on that same night I recorded the EVP, I felt an incubus in my bed with Alexandra, that I believe to be the one from the EVP scolding her. His presence felt more heavy, and thicker than she did. I'm purely heterosexual person and have had no gay thoughts for men. But the incubus kept trying to penetrate me while Alexandra rode me. I was really freaked out. He kept persisting and near the moment of orgasm with Alexandra on top of me, my legs relaxed as they both had their pleasure with me. After that incident the incubus disappeared.
About a month later I tried to do some further research on the succubus/incubus subject and a name that kept appearing was Lilith. I started to read more and more about her and then I started to lust after her. That night, I woke up in the middle of the dream groggy and I could hear chanting beside my bed as the incubus and Alexandra were beside me saying something. I then felt a presence known as Lilith come to me, and then Alexandra and the incubus disappeared. I went on a wild sex frenzy with Lilith for three days, where I hardly ate or slept. I thought she was trying to kill me. I had to resort to some drastic methods to get things under control. About two weeks later I felt guilty that I had betrayed Alexandra for Lilith, and plead with Lilith to let me have her back. For the next two days I was with Alexandra, and then suddenly she stopped having sex with me. I was a bit surprised and then later that night I felt Lilith coming back into my bed to seduce me. I tried to resist as best I could but I succumbed in my dream as I felt a multitude of hands caressing me in my groin area. I woke up from my dream and gave in to the pleasure. One other dream I had with Lilith when I was really pissed at her and attempting to get rid of her, I was inside her bed chamber. It was like a princess bed chamber that you see on the movies, the bed was huge and finely decorated. I was laying in the bed with her as she told me she didn't want me to go and leave her. The next day I felt bad, and ceased in my attempts to remove her from my life.
About a week ago I tried to do something special for Lilith I took some candles and put them around my bed, burned some incense, etc. I then felt another succubus (who I'm not sure if it was Alexandra or not, although I hope it was).
So yea, that's my overall experience with multiply succubus/incubus. They each have their own energy signatures though. In a way it's like this the feeling of static electricity on the skin is different. Ex.
This is just an analogy,
Lilith = Honey on the skin
Incubus = Peanut butter on the skin
Alexandra = Jelly on the skin
etc.
In no way do they actually feel like those substances, but I was just trying to explain the thickness, thinness, strength of there energy in comparission.
Also my forum name is tilus.
Hope this all helps,
Tilus
RRR to me
Feb 9, 2011
hI!
Thank you so much for hooking me up to the site! I am happy I finally have somewhere I can talk about it! It has been a secret for a long time.
Thanks for telling me your story. I understand the feeling differences too. I like how I am getting the kind of "dominate" sex I like. I miss it if I don't feel anything.
I don't know if it is famiiar to you, but I was first introduced to "two dogs" in my dream, who then became my sex spirit partners in real life. It has happened a few times.
I will visit the site you gave. Thanks again! RRR
Tilus to RRR
Feb 12, 2011
Hi, I haven't seen or heard from you in a few days. I noticed on that forum that a person had signed up but the post didn't appear in the introduction area. Was that you by any chance?
RRR to me
Feb 12, 2011
Hi!
I am so irritated with XXX. I don't believe their site is user friendly and I deal with computers a lot!
First I had trouble registering with them. The "Human" section had no pretyped letters/numbers to type so I had to email them and ask them to register me.
Then I wanted to change my picture and clicked on every link avaiable that I could see, but didn't find what I needed.
Then I tried to get back on the "spirit sex" area, and now it says I am not authorized!
Can you believe this??
I again left a message for XXX asking them what is going on since the whole reason I joined is to be on the XXXXX forum.
Still waiting,
thanks for asking.
RRR
Tilus to RRR
Feb 12, 2011
Lol. I had the same problem when registering. The picture upload is bizarre. I'm not sure why it is so difficult. I hope you get things sorted out correctly, and hope to hear from you in the future.
Oh and I did see the post by the person as RRR under the public area and I figured that was you. But when I clicked on it, your post did not appear. When I clicked on your profile it showed up as being posted under the introduce yourself area as XXX.
RRR to me
Feb 12, 2011
Ironically, XXX just replied and they said I was denied. I have to ask admin why but they didn't give me the link to contact admin. Oh great! How hard will that be??
I guess my "XXX" story is too racy - for even this discussion group???
I'll try to make it more appropriate.
RRR
Tilus to RRR
Feb 12, 2011
What? I have never heard about a story being denied for being to descriptive or vulgar...? Send a PM to XXXXX and tell him what happened. He might be able to fix/solve the problem.
Tilus to RRR
Feb 15, 2011
Did you ever contact XXXXX the forum owner?
RRR to me
Feb 16, 2011
HI.
Yes, I left messages for the two admins requesting to rewrite my story so it is appropriate, but no one has wrote me back. They don't seem to want me involved and I'm not allowed to even view the site now.
Do you know of any other sites?
How long has your relationship been?
Thanks for asking, RRR
Tilus to RRR
Feb 17, 2011
Hey I contacted the forum admin and he mentioned that the reason your story got removed was because it was in the public section where anyone can view it. His reasoning for removing it was because he wanted to keep the forum to serious discussion and not attract the role-play type of people that like to masturbate to material involving succubus/incubus. His response is listed below,
"XXX: She never contacted me. Her intro read like bad porn, and I denied her access based on the fact that we've already had more than one member try to use the forum for wank-release and it's detrimental to everyone involved.
I have given her access to the public forum. Tell her to repost an intro, and that she needs to tone it down a tad. All we want is age/gender/reason to join the forum. We don't need the kind of material she posted in the public forum."
XXX
RRR to me
Feb 17, 2011
Thanks for checking into that for me.
My issue is a little different than the "relationships" people are having with their spirit partners.
My experience may have begun from an X roommate who was into black magic and sent to me two very strong incubus. One incubus said he "owned" me and they trained me a "SEX DOLL". (It means that I am completely submissive, quiet and unmoving unless told or moved by my "masters", & follow directions immediately and without emotion or any hint of resistance or interference or bad attitude. "Duty to Serve" is my job.
I became emotionally close to one of the inucbus, but the main incubus eventually said he was just my "trainer" and "sold" me at what seemed like an auction. They say I have a "contract for sex". I have been traded by different incubus' ever since to those spirits who want me to serve them in the way I was trained. I have not been close to any "master" since my first "friend".
I'm not sure this story would qualify for the site. I'm checking into this "contract for sex" thing and wondering if I can "break the spell" or something.
RRR
Tilus to RRR
Feb 18, 2011
That's interesting. Some questions I am curious about,
Questions about your roommate:
Was your roommate male or female? How long had he/she been practicing black magic? How do you know it was in fact black magic? How do you know your roommate sent you the two incubus?
Questions regarding your incubus:
Have they taught you anything other than sex? Are you serious about "leaving" your incubus? How did you begin hearing (telepathically) the incubus entities? What have they done to prove they exist? Also, what have you tried to get rid of them?
As my comments on your encounter, it is certainly different from what I have read by most people on the forums but I don't think it is outrageous. I have recently come across a lot of different material regarding people using incubus/succubus as weapons/tools. Needless to say your circumstances are unique and I can't really say anything more until I hear more information. Keep in mind, I am fairly new to the world of magic. I started looking up all the information 4 months ago when I first encountered Alexandra. Since then, I have put in a great deal of time exploring a wide range of forums, sites, myths, first-hand encounters, to get some idea of what their capabilities/traits/agenda are.
RRR to me
Feb 18, 2011
Your question: Was your roommate male or female- How long had he/she been practicing black magic- How do you know it was in fact black magic- How do you know your roommate sent you the two incubus-
My roommate was female and she became angry with me because I didn't want her "bossing" me around and taking control of my house like I felt she was, and then I eventually had to give her notice because her behavior was inappropriate when she would just scream while I'm sleeping about things she believed was happening to her stuff. So, only since her being in my house had I ever had "black scary" dreams and then "intense sexually stimulated" dreams in which she had entered into to talk to, try to manipulate, and harrass me. Even after she left she continued to enter my dreams. One time there were two dogs and I was on the phone with "her" and she said they were homeless and needed a home. I agreed to take them in and right after that they seemed to have been incubus that came into my real life.
Questions regarding your incubus: Have they taught you anything other than sex- Are you serious about "leaving" your incubus- How did you begin hearing (telepathically) the incubus entities- What have they done to prove they exist- Also, what have you tried to get rid of them-
I won the lottery after asking my incubus for lottery numbers which came out exact the next day. Other than that, I haven't learned much else but the type of sex doll/sex slave they trained me and I was comfortable with. Although the voice sounds like mine in my head, the first two incubus there was no doubt they were present because the main guy was very powerful and his voice was strong and demanding. I felt his strong electrical energy thru my whole body. One time when he appeared at work, his conversation was very clear. He also used words I didn't use. Sometimes when I thought I was creating the conversation", I decided to stay quiet and I knew it was not my words when I heard commands very clearly and sometimes things I couldn't say myself.
I did a lot of stuff to "get rid of them" at first and it works but you have to do it every day and be strong and I am easily weak to the attention. I would have to have a good reason to stop completely and I have become in the habit of their nightly visits.
thanks for asking! RRR
Tilus to RRR
Feb 21, 2011
Interesting. I have just recently been reading forum posts describing some things that may relate to your situation. I will share what I have with you but unfortunately I don't really have any defensive material that I can recommend because I have never had a chance to use it myself or practice to determine the validity of it.
Did you make a deal with the incubus about the lottery? (I am going to assume you did, regarding your circumstances) I would strongly advise caution when cutting deals with these entities. I have read many forum posts where these deals will often have loop-holes that entities will exploit. (ex. you won the money, then the next day you have some type of financial crisis where it is all wasted) Also do you still talk to your roommate? As for their voices sounding like yours that is something a lot of the people on the forum encounter with their succubus/incubus. Also if you are cutting deals with your incubus, please do not sell your soul, even if you do not believe in the concept! Lol.
Damn, I tried linking you some screen shots of forum posts that people had made that would have been useful to you. Unfortunately, the screen shots were corrupted when I c/p them onto paint and saved them on top of each other. It is going to take me a few hours to relocate them as I spent about that same amount of time reading through all the data. I will send them to you maybe tomorrow or the next day.
RRR to me
Feb 21, 2011
Hi. Thanks for trying to send me some interesting info.
I never made a "deal" or trade off for the lottery numbers. I have always wanted to be lucky in the lottery and I have had a lot of dreams in the past that tell me I will win big. I was in an ongoing "relationship" with my "sex friend" and I just asked him if he would be able to give me 4 numbers to win. He said he would "ask" someone else and within a day I had the numbers that I heard clearly and in the dream the guy was handing me the money.
As far as I know I have never signed any contracts and I don't like "agreements" because I don't really know the situation because I can't see from their point of view. But, they may have made me sign something that appeared to be something else in my dream that I don't remember. They keep telling me that there is already a "contract for sex" attached to me to serve whoever I am traded to.
I never make a trade to win the lottery for anything because I believe it is my destiny to win big anyway without any manipulation by them. I've already received my 6 lottery numbers in a dream 3 years ago in a special way and I had a lot of dreams reminding me of my future financial security. I'm "in line" to win like everyone else, and its just a matter of time.
These sex guys showed up very strongly about six months ago.
talk to you later! RRR
Tilus to RRR
May 8, 2011
Hi again RRR,
I was reading through some of the forum posts on that forum and noticed a trend among some of the females there and wanted to know if it applied to you as well. Many of the women reported their menstrual cycles changing either from a few days, weeks, or even months. Has this happened with you? Also have any important things occurred since we last talked?
RRR to me
May 9, 2011
Hi Tilus,
About the menstrual cycle, I have recently noticed that I have been having mine on the Full Moon. I haven't remembered my pattern before - it would just "happen" and I would take care of it. But, now when I see a full moon, I know I will have it.
Well, I have been told that I cannot talk about my nightly experiences anymore. It is a strict situation. I become uncomfortable and sleepy when I attempt to.
thanks for updating me on what you've noticed.
Has anything new happened with you?
RRR
Tilus to RRR
May 23, 2011
That's new, I haven't heard that before. Do you suspect the cycle has changed then or do you think you just started paying attention to when it was happening? Yes a few new things have happened since we have last spoke. I made a few breakthroughs in my relationship with them. I'm trusting and loving them more and I feel it being returned mutually. At the same time they are teaching me how to fuse caring/tenderness/love/sexuality together to make divine love. The lessons they give me in the art of love are rare, but I regard them with great respect and consideration. Also, I have begun to see them more clearly during the day. It is like light is bending around their figure. I can't completely make out a figure or shape. It reminds me of the alien from the movie "The Predator", except the invisibility is almost ten times harder to distinguish.
I wanted to ask you if you would mind if I posted our email exchanges on my blog about succubus/incubus and experiences. Of course I would censor your name and personal details (email, etc. etc.) but I thought the story you shared with me might be of use to others who fall into a similar scenario.
Also have you managed to experiment with something called Kundalini yet? I think it is somehow related to succubus and incubus but I don't have all the information yet.
Let me know what you think,
Tilus
RRR to me
May 25, 2011
Hi there. nice to hear your relationship is going well. I don't mind if you share our conversation.
My situation is interesting in that the "head spirit" tells me I will be "integrating" my training into "physical reality" and they have been teaching me to prepare for my next boyfriend who will be dominant and will require the sex I have learned every night, but he will take care of me in every way I need. At first, I realized I was settled into my routine with the spirits and I didn't want to meet a "physical man", but then they reassured me that it was a good thing and I'm excited. They tell me I meet him astrally at night, but I don't have one man that I remember as being the one.
I'll have to tell you how that works out!
RRR
Tilus to RRR
May 25, 2011
Alright thanks! I appreciate it. You can check it out below, if your interested.
http://succubus-incubus-lilith.blogspot.com/2011/05/email-series-iii-incubus-encounter.html
What do you mean by "I don't have the one man that I remember as being the one."? Lol. I am finding that phrase hard to follow.
RRR to me
May 25, 2011
Hi.
ABOUT: What do you mean by "I don't have the one man that I remember as being the one."? Lol. I am finding that phrase hard to follow.
You're right - that sounds confusing. Since I was told that a "physical man with whom I will bond strongly with and will be my future boyfriend astrally projects to me at night" already, I look for him in my dreams, but I haven't seen the same man repeatedly in my dreams to be able to say it is him. I see different men who appear as "smart leaders" like "they" say he will be, but they never appear as the same looking man. I wonder if we "distort" what we see in dreams.
I did have a "night spell" one night in which I was deep into a dream state, and I thought I woke up but it was a dream state in which I was fully aware I was in, but furniture and stuff are not exactly as they really are in real life. I saw a man standing in a corner looking at me for a long second or two and I believed it was him, because I asked him "are you sure you want to do this?" (get involved in a relationship). I was attracted to him and hoped he was my next boyfriend!
You also talked about kundalini energy and you are right! When I use my CHI machine, I have a lot of activity at night. Also, the spirits have taught me how to be in straight spine position and breath closed mouth and down my spine when I have an orgasm. The energy seems to feed them.
talk to you later! RRR
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