Femme Fatale

It's been a long time...

Thought it would be good to give an update.  Lately I've been thinking about a few things related to this blog.  And something recent came up involving some random guy that tried to contact me.  The guy was a little strange needless to say, and he was making these semi-coherent ramblings about Lilith not only to me in private messages but in public forums.  The posts were rather annoying/insulting to her, and as far as I could tell Lily's demeanor became ice cold when I asked her about him.

I also got a sense from her that he would be 'dealt' with.  Shortly after that, I never saw or heard from that guy again in PMs or on the forum...


Though I can say it intrigued me to see what happened to him, but I did not want to upset Lily by doing so.

So that brings me to this post.  Ala Femme fatale Lilith.  As far as I know, the myths regarding that aspect of her legend are true... From first-hand experience and from vague rumors/experiences on occult forums.

Why?  I have often wondered the same thing.  Being around her though for as long as I have, I seem to finally have some understanding of it.

Plenty of men have succumbed to the addicting lust that Lilith offers.  I was almost one of them.  She doesn't pull the trigger.  She never swings the executioners axe.  They all make their own fatal and... final decision in the end as they overdose themselves into their own oblivion.

It seems cruel...  Maybe even heartless.  But all those only sought to use her for their own selfish lust.  And she could care less about them.  In fact, she turns the table and uses them to satisfy her own carnal desire while making them more addicted to the pleasure.  But her partner always has the ability to stop, whether they want to is another story...

Now... The above isn't always the case.  If you show a little love, compassion, and respect there will be no danger and she would be happy and glad for it.

So guys, realize if you're going to summon Lilith for a booty call, expect GREAT sex but bad consequences.  In the longrun and for you're own safety, it's better to court her favor.

Purpose

So when I started this blog a while back my initial intention was to use it to serve as a resource for research.  Then I switched to using it as diary.  After that, it became a post-board for random succubus related things.  And now...  I'm not really sure what true "purpose" this should be for.  I guess I'm just going to start letting the words flow about anything dealing with this subject in the future.  Originally, I really wanted to prove that succubus and incubus really do exist.  To gather enough research and reveal it to the world!  Such a thing surely could be accomplished, or so I thought.  Now, I don't give a damn.  The only proof that I need is for myself, and to that end, I already have.  I don't need to convince anyone. (and even if I tried, the level of doubt and skepticism makes it nearly impossible)  At this point in life, I feel as though I'm drifting.  Drifting into a hiatus of uncertainty.    

But let's keep this post centered to the theme no?  Succubus and incubus.  And Miss Lilith...

A few weeks ago, Sam (one of my succubus wives) revealed to me something in the bedroom while we were laying in bed.  She gave me a name called, "Aurora".  Of course, I got up and researched it.  It was not a name I was familiar with, and googling it first came up with some information about weather related stuff.  Then I tried a different search term, "Aurora Goddess" and bingo.  Aurora = Roman goddess of the dawn. 

Holy. 
Shit.  

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So.  I'm married to a minor Roman deity who was worshiped among people of a bygone era.  How wild and crazy is that?  Of course, I started to research the mythology of Aurora, and most of what I found was kinda tragic regarding her lovers.  While I did frown upon some of what I found, I realized that much of it was probably twisted and warped by poets and story tellers so that by the time the myth was discovered by historians, it's true tale was swept under the shadows of oblivion.

I suspect that has happened with so many things from the past.  Lilith's story, biblical events, and many other things have all suffered the err of human writing.  A lot of religious people seem to think that their holy books were written by god, and not religious leaders.  OR - they seem to think that god bestowed some kind of divine authority over religious leaders so that their biblical literary works are indeed 'holy'.  I could go in depth about this, I really could, but I think that is for a later time.

In the meantime while I drift in life, I've been encouraged to pursue passion.  And so I have, when the moment arises.  Sometimes it flickers like a small candle, slowly simmering and barely ablaze. Other times it roars like an uncontrollable fire that can't be extinguished as you look in awe at it's majestic might and power.  I should write about this later too.

In fact, there is much more things I should write about relating to this subject of purpose.  Is purpose passion?  Does passion give purpose?  Can there be purpose without passion?  Does it even matter?  Do you need a purpose for everything you do, or do you just do some things because you want to?

 But... I demur to continue.  It's getting late and I have to work later today so I will end this here.

Convention?

So the past week or so I had an idea. Why not throw together a gathering for some kind of Succubus/Incubus/Spirit Lovers/Lilith convention? It doesn't necessarily have to be a few thousand people, but even if only a few wanted to come that would be meaningful. It would have to be in 2013, at the earliest. I think it would be really cool to get a chance to meet some people with similar encounters IRL.

If everyone could vote on the poll that would be great, to give me an idea of what public opinion is like... :)

Interested in attending?
	Yes, absolutely!
	Yes, but only at a nearby location
	Maybe
	No