tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39115566121903789472024-02-20T05:03:05.857-08:00The Mystery of Lilith/Succubus/IncubusUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger34125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-90684833562418340302019-12-25T13:51:00.001-08:002019-12-25T13:51:48.222-08:00Liber Lilith Study Group<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
So I'm aware I haven't been as active as I used to be. Real life does get in the way of these things, but I have good news! I recently just finished watching a Youtube series on Liber Lilith at - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9bg6xakqd3yKzhbJ1Pmdw9tiIlv1ci6Y">https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9bg6xakqd3yKzhbJ1Pmdw9tiIlv1ci6Y</a><br />
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This series was very insightful and the person analyzing the book had quite a bit of fresh insight that I was not aware of. Hearing the person talk about it in a way I wasn't familiar with led me to new ways of viewing and thinking about the book. This has inspired me to start a Liber Lilith study group on discord so that others can collaborate and take notes on the book together. (if they wish) Every Thursday we plan to finish one or two chapters in depth until we get to the end of the book. Sometime in the spring or summer of 2019 we will have reached the end of the book.<br />
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In conjunction with this, I will be performing the summoning ritual in the book and making the components needed. All together, this should create some powerful results.<br />
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The discord link is at - <a href="https://discord.gg/MXBJk6W">https://discord.gg/MXBJk6W</a><br />
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Hope to see some of you there!</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-77841847518158317662015-07-01T22:06:00.000-07:002015-07-01T22:06:54.867-07:00Liber Lilith 2nd Edition<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
I recieved some good news a few months ago. After doing some googline for Liber Lilith research I came across a book image that was different from the others. It turns out a 2nd edition had been printed in Feburary 2015 with an alternate cover. All other features of the book remain identical with the exception of the title image & a much easier to read font. For those of you that wish to acquire the much highly sought delux addition there are still +20 copies available according to the publisher.<br />
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To those who wish to hoard and collect rare books - BEWARE!<br />
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The sevenfold curse is no joke! If one goes and purchases multiple copies of this book with the intentiont to later sell for a profit then heavy misfortune shall befall the person...<br />
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With all that said, within the next year or two I do plan to perform rituals from the book and post some of the results here. It will take a long length of time to acquire all the neccessary tools and resources, but with patience & dedication I will manage. After spending some time medidtating I have drawn the conclusion that the instructions for the rituals, materials, offerings <u>must be followed precisely</u> unless indicated by the book or Lilith herself. There are acceptable substitues that are permitted, but if they aren't mentioned then it is not wise to proceed.<br />
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In the Dragon's Flight blog a gentleman attempted some of the rituals. I noticed that for a lot of the materials and instructions he was cutting corners and disregarded specifics things mentioned in the book. As a result, he ultimately paid a steep price and suffered a mysterious injury. I plan to avoid this same fate and will be following things much more closely.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-52805200786498680952013-09-17T20:13:00.000-07:002013-09-17T20:16:50.456-07:00Femme Fatale<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
It's been a long time...<br />
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Thought it would be good to give an update. Lately I've been thinking about a few things related to this blog. And something recent came up involving some random guy that tried to contact me. The guy was a little strange needless to say, and he was making these semi-coherent ramblings about Lilith not only to me in private messages but in public forums. The posts were rather annoying/insulting to her, and as far as I could tell Lily's demeanor became ice cold when I asked her about him.<br />
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I also got a sense from her that he would be 'dealt' with. Shortly after that, I never saw or heard from that guy again in PMs or on the forum...<br />
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Though I can say it intrigued me to see what happened to him, but I did not want to upset Lily by doing so. <br />
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So that brings me to this post. Ala Femme fatale Lilith. As far as I know, the myths regarding that aspect of her legend are true... From first-hand experience and from vague rumors/experiences on occult forums. <br />
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Why? I have often wondered the same thing. Being around her though for as long as I have, I seem to finally have some understanding of it.<br />
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Plenty of men have succumbed to the addicting lust that Lilith offers. I was almost one of them. She doesn't pull the trigger. She never swings the executioners axe. They all make their own fatal and... final decision in the end as they overdose themselves into their own oblivion.<br />
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It seems cruel... Maybe even heartless. But all those only sought to use her for their own selfish lust. And she could care less about them. In fact, she turns the table and uses them to satisfy her own carnal desire while making them more addicted to the pleasure. But her partner always has the ability to stop, whether they want to is another story... <br />
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Now... The above isn't always the case. If you show a little love, compassion, and respect there will be no danger and she would be happy and glad for it.<br />
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So guys, realize if you're going to summon Lilith for a booty call, expect GREAT sex but bad consequences. In the longrun and for you're own safety, it's better to court her favor.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-7967918639599169162012-07-04T04:51:00.001-07:002012-07-04T04:51:31.923-07:00Purpose<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
So when I started this blog a while back my initial intention was to use it to serve as a resource for research. Then I switched to using it as diary. After that, it became a post-board for random succubus related things. And now... I'm not really sure what true "<i>purpose</i>" this should be for. I guess I'm just going to start letting the words flow about anything dealing with this subject in the future. Originally, I really wanted to prove that succubus and incubus really do exist. To gather enough research and reveal it to the world! Such a thing surely could be accomplished, or so I thought. Now, I don't give a damn. The only proof that I need is for myself, and to that end, I already have. I don't need to convince anyone. (and even if I tried, the level of doubt and skepticism makes it nearly impossible) At this point in life, I feel as though I'm drifting. Drifting into a hiatus of uncertainty. <br />
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But let's keep this post centered to the theme no? Succubus and incubus. And Miss Lilith...<br />
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A few weeks ago, Sam (one of my succubus wives) revealed to me something in the bedroom while we were laying in bed. She gave me a name called, "<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aurora_%28mythology%29" target="_blank">Aurora</a>". Of course, I got up and researched it. It was not a name I was familiar with, and googling it first came up with some information about weather related stuff. Then I tried a different search term, "Aurora Goddess" and bingo. Aurora = Roman goddess of the dawn. <br />
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Holy. <br />
Shit. <br />
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So. I'm married to a minor Roman deity who was worshiped among people of a bygone era. How wild and crazy is that? Of course, I started to research the mythology of Aurora, and most of what I found was kinda tragic regarding her lovers. While I did frown upon some of what I found, I realized that much of it was probably twisted and warped by poets and story tellers so that by the time the myth was discovered by historians, it's true tale was swept under the shadows of oblivion. <br />
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I suspect that has happened with so many things from the past. Lilith's story, biblical events, and many other things have all suffered the err of human writing. A lot of religious people seem to think that their holy books were written by god, and not religious leaders. OR - they seem to think that god bestowed some kind of divine authority over religious leaders so that their biblical literary works are indeed '<i>holy</i>'. I could go in depth about this, I really could, but I think that is for a later time.<br />
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In the meantime while I drift in life, I've been encouraged to pursue passion. And so I have, when the moment arises. Sometimes it flickers like a small candle, slowly simmering and barely ablaze. Other times it roars like an uncontrollable fire that can't be extinguished as you look in awe at it's majestic might and power. I should write about this later too. <br />
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In fact, there is much more things I should write about relating to this subject of purpose. Is purpose passion? Does passion give purpose? Can there be purpose without passion? Does it even matter? Do you need a purpose for everything you do, or do you just do some things because you want to? <br />
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But... I demur to continue. It's getting late and I have to work later today so I will end this here.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-12832147465519735872012-02-21T00:49:00.001-08:002012-02-21T00:50:35.943-08:00Convention?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">So the past week or so I had an idea. Why not throw together a gathering for some kind of Succubus/Incubus/Spirit Lovers/Lilith convention? It doesn't necessarily have to be a few thousand people, but even if only a few wanted to come that would be meaningful. It would have to be in 2013, at the earliest. I think it would be really cool to get a chance to meet some people with similar encounters IRL. <br />
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If everyone could vote on the poll that would be great, to give me an idea of what public opinion is like... :) <br />
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<u><b>Chapter VIII</b></u></div>
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<i>O my love, you are lost. The Sun bows his face towards the Western mountains. You have forgotten the places of your beginning. You wander on the steeps and your feet are bathed in blood. You flee through the valleys and the gathering mist swallows you up, and the shadows claim you. The road is overgrown with thorns. The wild ass grazes in the thoroughfare. A thief in the night has stolen the marker stones. Twilight falls between you and the tribe of your father that went before your face. Their footsteps are swallowed up. Their voices have ceased to echo from the hills.</i><br />
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<i>Abide with me this night and I will comfort you. Beneath the open sky I will give you shelter. Lie at the crossroads with your head upon my lap. White my thigh as the wing of the swan newly fledged, soft as the down that lines the nest of the waterfowl. Relinquish your cares of the day and I will soothe your brow with kisses. My tongue drips with the sweetness of the honeycomb. The lushness of the pomegranate that splits in its ripeness, even so my lips lie ripe upon your lips. Drink the wine from my mouth. My mouth is a chalice brimmed with the wine of desire. Become drunk upon my kisses, O lonely traveler.</i><br />
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<i>Seek shelter beneath the archway of my thighs. My thighs are mighty pillars of alabaster that hold up the star-shot firmament. Refresh your tongue at the cooling fountains of my breasts. My breasts are distant snow-capped mountains from which tumble foaming torrents. Conceal your face amid the tangled thicket of my hair. My hair is a dense forest of fragrant spice trees. Hide yourself deep behind the strong gateway of my womb. My womb is the House of Holiness, yea, even the Holiest of Holies.</i><br />
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<i>I am white and comely. My countenance shines with the pale light of the Moon in her splendor. Enter into my Secret Garden and lie within my bower. Stay with me, O my love. Give no heed to the passing of days. The seasons turn and fall like petals from the flower. The years roll away like clouds after the rain. Even when your span of life had ended, stay in my embrace. I will draw the soft blanket of the earth over you and lie beside you until the uttermost ceasing of the world.</i><br />
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<i>Do not strive to rise up, my love. The long night has yet to end. I will not so soon be parted from the warmth of your breath. My arms cling around your chill neck even as the dew-wet strands of the spider hold the fluttering moth. My red lips stick with the sweetness of honey to your face. You are caught between the bow of my strong thighs. My matrix devours whole your swollen member like unto the serpent that swallows its prey still quick with life.</i><br />
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<i>I am black and terrible of aspect. My eyes are quickened coals that smoulder with emerald fire in the caverns of my skull. Sharp my teeth like those of the dragon that crushes its foe in deadly embrace. Sharp my envenomed nails like the fangs of the viper that hisses. My lips are ruddy with clots of gore, my mouth drips with fresh blood, my forked tongue is as black as Death, the stench of carrion hangs on my breath, and the flies come and settle upon my cheeks. Jet my breasts like unto the hills of Gehenna. My thighs vast columns of ebony that extend down even to the very foundation stone of the Abyss. Leviathan coils his slimy length about them and makes his lair in my womb. It breeds serpents as does the putrid belly of the dead horse.</i><br />
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<i>Seek not to flee, O my love. My arms restrain you with terrible strength. I bind you to my breast with the rank strands of my hair. I am the Jealous God. No other god shall lie with you. I am the Heavenly Harlot, the Queen of All Pleasures. No other lover shall ever please you. Your seed is the payment I exact for my whoredom. You are the source of my delight as the corpse delights the jackal in the desert. The screams that are born and die in your throat nourish my darkness. Your fear excites my lust. I will not cease to abuse you all the time that I love you. Nor can you ever be rid of me, for we are joined as one flesh under the dark face of the Moon. I cry out in the excess of my passions. My cries are like those of the bird that flies by night and screeches.</i><br />
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<i>Fearful traveler, you sleep a sleep from which there is no awaking. You wander lost in a darkness that has no dawn. Resign your soul to my caresses and become drunk with the intoxication of my kiss. Verily I love you as no daughter of Eve can love you. You grow stronger in my lust than in the lust born of flesh. I teach you delightful sins unknown to humankind. The pleasures I give you are keener pleasures. The ways I open are deeper ways. Put aside vain regrets and forget the rosy glow of dawn. Make deaf your ears to the cock that crows. Nestle forever beneath the velvet shadow of my wing. My child, my flesh, my very own, how can you think I would forsake you?</i><br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-10828790586804532832012-01-03T14:25:00.001-08:002012-01-12T22:19:35.505-08:00The Seduction of Lamech<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><u><b>Chapter I</b></u></div><br />
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<i>The Masterpieces of forbidden knowledge revealed by Lilith, the Queen of <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Noun -
A prostitute or promiscuous woman">Harlots</span></u>, unto Lamech, son of Methusael, son of Mehujael, son of Irad, son of Enoch, son of Cain the <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Adjective - Under a curse.">Accursed</span></u>.</i><br />
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<i>It happened in the dark of the Moon, when Lamech with troubled mind lay upon his <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Noun - A small usually collapsible bed often of fabric stretched on a frame">cot</span></u> to sleep that Lilith came to him in a dream. He knew her by the beauty of her red hair, blazing in long coils of <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Adjective - Formed or made thin by hammering">beaten</span></u> copper wire with the jewels of Egypt. The dust of the rose blushed on her cheek. From her parted lips dripped scarlet juice of the <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Noun - A sweet fruit with reddish skin and many seeds">pomegranate</span></u>. Her eyes were two rolling <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Adjective - Bright green in color">emerald</span></u> waves of the sea that caught the blood of the setting Sun upon their crests. White her teeth with the whiteness of snows on the distant mountain, white her breasts with the <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Noun - Extreme or unnatural paleness">pallor</span></u> of the morning mist that lingers in the valley.</i><br />
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<i>Lamech <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Verb - To look steadily, intently, and with fixed attention">gazed</span></u> long upon her, and his heart was <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Adjective - affected by something overwhelming">smitten</span></u> with <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Noun - Sexual urge or appetite">desire</span></u>. He forgot the faces of his wives. They became as bleached skulls over which the hand of Death had stretched a parchment to write mockeries upon.</i><br />
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<i>"Fear not, child of my womb, for I have come to comfort you in the darkness of your soul." So she spoke in a voice of wind on the sea. "I do not know you." I told her. "You are not the wife of Mathusael, my father."</i><br />
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<i>She placed the fingers of her palm, white as the lily, over my lips and smiled.</i><br />
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<i>"Listen and be wise. All the seed of Cain and its seed and the seed of its seed was given unto me even to the seventh generation. Faithless one, you are a child of my womb as was your father and his father before him. Deny me not! Soon the blood on your hand will prove your birth. <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Verb - To listen attentively">Hark</span></u> unto me and I will teach you wisdom that has not been spoken since the beginning."</i><br />
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<i>Saying this, she <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Verb - Gently pull or guide (someone) in a specified direction">drew</span></u> me to her breast and <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Verb - Cause (someone) to have a sudden feeling of excitement and pleasure">thrilled</span></u> me with <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Adjective - Characterized by intense emotion; passionate">burning</span></u> caresses until I <u style="color: red;"><span style="cursor: help;" title="Verb - To be overwhelmed by ecstatic joy">swooned</span></u> with pleasure and lay in my own defilement. Darkness intoxicated my soul. From a great height I heard her say to me, "Listen to the wisdom of the aeons and be wise in understanding. O son of blood. When you wake on the morrow take pen and ink block and record these saying upon papyrus leaves. Seal them in clay and hide them under the earth where I will show you for the teaching of coming ages."</i><br />
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<i>She spoke many wonders through the night until the crowing cock announced the dawn. Then she vanished leaving the scent of sandalwood. Lamech arose from his couch and got pen and ink block and leaves of papyrus and wrote in the script of angels her words even as she had ordered it. </i></div><br />
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Enjoy! ;) <br />
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<a href="http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20110318050521AA6A5xW">Pagans, is Lilith protective of her followers?</a><br />
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There was one important thing that bugged me in the "best answer" that was selected in response to the question. <br />
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From Saechael The Bornless:</b><br />
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<div style="color: red;"><i>"I've known many people who've worked with her, <u> </u>and most of them have had lots of problems with Lilith."</i></div><br />
While it may be true that most of the people that Saechael has encountered (<i>which may be limited to few</i>) have had bad dealings with her, that is not the general consensus. Most of the discussion on forums and online about Lilith involve people who have NEVER encountered her. This leaves the air filled with murmurs of danger and negativity regarding her. After reading accounts and talking to people who "have" encountered her, they regard the experiences to be emancipating to their lives. Yes, there are some who have terrible dealing with her, but this is likely due from lack of respect given that makes her hostile to those people. One does not have to revere Lilith as superior than oneself. (although you can and she seems to love that) As long as you give her the respect of being equal as oneself, then any working or dealings with her should be fine. <br />
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<b>From Saechael The Bornless:</b><br />
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<i><u> </u><span style="color: red;">"People start thinking they love her (and also think the feeling is mutual), they get all sorts of crazy feelings, and no matter how much they try to avoid her...some how they keep trying to communicate with her."</span></i><br />
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Love itself is intangible. It is possible to love multiple people. It is also possible to love multiple lovers. The only reason humans generally do not is because of jealousy. To feel compassion, adoration, and affection towards another, is one of the biggest blessings in life. There is no way to prove that a mother really loves her child. Nor is there a way to prove that a groom loves his bride. In the heart is the only evidence of love that no one else can see or know if it's truly there. To say that Lilith, succubus, or incubus, falsely show their love is a fraudulent statement. Some will say that they feign their love, to get something in return. A damned soul perhaps, or a new slave for their whims.<br />
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How can one truly prove that it is genuine love?<br />
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By<i> actions</i>?<br />
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By <i>words</i>?<br />
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Both of those can be faked.<br />
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To truly experience love one has to <i>believe</i> that it's there.<br />
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For a long time... I doubted. I could not prove if it was genuine so I did not risk loving. Then I realized I had to make the blind jump. The one that casts all fears aside. <br />
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The jump - to love unconditionally. <br />
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I shrugged off my doubts and closed my eyes and took the leap of faith. And when I landed...<br />
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<i>I found</i><i> paradise. </i> </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-1563985884301232372011-12-08T00:00:00.000-08:002011-12-19T01:58:51.874-08:00Announcement<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Just thought it was worth mentioning that I am now devoted and in relationships with two new angelic entities, named Naamah and Tezrian.<br />
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The how, what, when, why, is all apart of a long explanation that may come later. For now, I've been sharing nothing but love and bliss and that seems to have attracted them both to me. They are both expert seducers, but under that veil of seduction they have big hearts and are very friendly, sweet, and charming if you are on good terms with them.<br />
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I've been familiar with Naamah longer than I have Tezrian and have a few more encounters with her. As time continues to pass, I will get to know them better and further enjoy the merits of their company.<br />
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I did spend some time cleaning up the poetry site devoted to the Lilith section. I found a piece of artwork that I thought captured the allurement of her personality and beauty perfectly. This water painting below is called, "<i><b>Kiss of the Enchantress</b></i>" by Isobel Gloag.<br />
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It's filled with symbols and imagery that fit the theme of Lilith so well. In the painting a knight and a beautiful red haired femme fatale are displayed together. Looking at the knights hands in the picture, we can see that in his right hand he had projected his religious cross in front of his body in an effort to ward her off, while he attempted to unsheathe his sword with his left. She ignores the religious icon as if totally immune. Then she pushes his hand away from his sword before he can release it from its casing, while simultaneously drawing him in closer to her embrace. He is looking directly into the face of this beautiful woman. Her eyes gaze deeply into his, offering a seductive kiss looming between her lips... He ceases his resistance and surrenders to her.<br />
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As he closes his eyes and is stuck in the rapture of the kiss, she entangles him. A thorn patch begins encircling his lower torso and her hair begins to wreathe around his neck. Her serpent tail begins coiling around his feet, while the rabbits in the bottom of the picture begin to flee from the tragic fate that is about to befall the knight. <br />
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The kiss itself is what is captured so miraculously in this piece of art. It is the point where the knight has yielded to the temptation. It is the seductive climax of the entire scene and the foreshadow of what omen lays ahead.<br />
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This painting captures Lilith's seduction... Completely! </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-22862495673054164352011-07-15T20:25:00.000-07:002011-07-15T20:25:13.288-07:00Miscellaneous StuffAlright so a couple of big things and a few small things.<br />
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My grandmother, who is like a mother to me, came to visit about 2 weeks ago. I had procrastinated cleaning until the day before she was due to arrive. My house looked like crap so I went on a cleaning spree. I didn't get any sleep that day. What was really interesting was that I tried taking some breaks around 4-6 a.m. A few interesting things happened. <br />
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I sorta hugged the bed while kneeling down on the floor and asked Alex to give me a back rub to "give me the strength to continue". (I was joking) I wasn't expecting what happened. I felt her hands rub my back and then I felt her hands go inside my body. Then I felt these pulses of please being emitted up my spine from my back area rushing into my head. It felt wonderful. haha. I came up with a strange thought when it happened. (or maybe she was telepathically telling me?) That the pleasure sent from normal sex has to travel from the nerves below on a journey upward to reach your brain so it can register. She was able to trigger this from just touching the back area. It was kinda cool actually.<br />
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Then around 6 a.m. I was getting very tired and worn out so I decided to take a "break" and lay down. I only had 50% of my cleaning done and if I had fallen asleep I would have been screwed. As I started to drift into the echo's of sleep, Alex jerked my foot causing me to snap awake. LOL. I grumbled but didn't move out of bed. Then after a few more minutes I started to fall asleep again and then she did something to my mouth that made it seem like a giant saliva bubble popped. Again, I grumbled some more and remained in bed trying to relax. I started to drift further into sleep and then she like sent a quick shock through my entire body that jolted it awake. It was like being tazed but without the electrical surge or harmful effects. That instantly snapped me out of the groggy frame of mind and I went back to cleaning. <br />
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She was looking out for me because she knew how badly I needed to clean the house. To those that might think that I am 'exaggerating' I rarely clean my house. The only routine things that I do is to throw away garbage and clean dishes that's it. Soooo having not cleaned the house in like six months... left me with a lot of work to do! <br />
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If my grandma had come while it was in the current state she would have flipped.<br />
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What was really interesting about this was that my grandma got delayed twice. (I wonder if my succubi had anything to do with it... I guess it's possible?)<br />
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I have exchanged emails with that man who is conducting the Liber Lilith rituals. His blog is pretty cool and informal. If you haven't already, I would suggest checking it out! (titled "Lilith Blog" in my useful links section)<br />
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One of the things I talked about with my grandmother while she was here was that I wanted to go on a spiritual journey sometime within the next two years. I want to do a wilderness trek for at least 6 months to 1 year. Without luxury and alone. (well not really since "the girls" will be with me.) I want to find my roots. What my grandmother recommended was to take the Appalachia trail and I think that would be a good place to start.<br />
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Appalachian_Trail<br />
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One of the things I do need to start before going on this journey is preparing myself to endure the hardships. A good place to start (as recommended by one of my closest friends) was to remove internet/entertainment access for a short period of time to brace myself for the change of lifestyle. Because of this I am going to be removing computer access for about a month to get a feel for what it's like. I won't be updating this blog during that time, but I am sure I will have experiences and encounters to talk about when I do come back.<br />
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Until then thanks for reading!<br />
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Cya guys in a month! Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-45578493117683279212011-07-04T18:21:00.000-07:002011-12-28T02:04:57.049-08:00New person experimenting with Liber Lilith?!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Just came across this a few minutes ago.<br />
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<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/maiya/page2/">http://www.flickr.com/photos/maiya/page2/</a><br />
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Apparently someone requested this artists expertise in building the clay doll for Liber Lilith less than a week ago. I'm interested in finding out who it was, but alias the client was listed as "private". Maybe he (possibly she) will come across this blog some day and tell me how the rituals go. From the look of it, they are gathering all the materials. I had found a good website to purchase sheep parchment that was the correct length and wasn't overpriced in comparison to other sites prices. But when my virus hit my computer, I lost the site bookmark. :(<br />
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(edit - The person who is conducting the rituals posted a comment below)<br />
(edit2 - The person who is conducting the rituals has a blog that I listed in my useful links titled "Lilith blog" check it out!) </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-67850010513185518152011-07-04T18:04:00.000-07:002011-07-04T18:04:16.418-07:00Lilith Encounters Set A<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">I do not completely agree with all these encounters and viewpoints but I felt the need to post them to reveal different insights other than my own. I did cut some of the text to make it briefer and focus on Lilith, but I encourage everyone to read the original sources if they have time. Also, read at your own risk. =P <br />
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<blockquote style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><u><b>Original post: Lord Drago</b></u><br />
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When my first experience occurred with the male demon I had fallen asleep, the next thing I know there's a green demon (muscular, of course!) on top of me, doing the nasty. Never did I feel scared, more curious than anything. I have no idea how long this went on - suddenly I awoke and asked my boyfriend lying next to me in bed if he noticed anythng. All he said was, "It sound like you were having sex." Okay.... Unfortunately, it never did happen again, though I did WANT it to! <img alt="smile" src="http://www.occultforum.org/components/com_agora/img/smilies/smile.png" /> By the way, that was when I still considered myself to be a born-again chrsitian fundamentalist blah, blah, blah. So no influence from my religious practice.<br />
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Fast-forward 8 or 9 years to about 6 weeks ago.I went to sleep and boom, there were little girls running around me in a city park, when suddenly, a small girl with long blond hair grabs me by the arm, swung herselfonto my body, threw me down on the ground, and started doing the "wild thang." Again, not scared, just surprised. I never have dreams with sex activity, damn! When I next looked up at her she had become a young woman with dark brown or black hair and an evil look in her eyes and smile. Her hands grabbed hold of my neck and began to squeeze, tighter and tighter. Hmmm, death by asphyxiation with a demon I identified as Lilith! :shock: Sorry, I wasn't quite ready to go just yet. I was able to remove her hands from my neck, and next thing, I am awake. <br />
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In both cases I realized this was more than your typical dream (I never have typical dreams anyway, just no sex dreams. Damn! What a curse!) The Lilith dream came(No pun intended) after I had been incorporating certain demons into my nightly meditation for two months, though I attribute it more to my meeting my newest body piercer who I found very cute, and instilled some long unseen feelings within me.<br />
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Lastly, I did have another dream with young girls in it again a week or so later, one of them being similar to the blond in the Lilith dream, who seduced me and enticed me to follow her and her young friends to what appeared to be an abandoned, run-down apartment building. When we got to the front stoop she turned to me, evil eyes glaring, and said, "I'm going to kill you! HaHaHaHaHa!" I replied, "I don't think so!" She grabbed my foolishly pointing finger with her teeth and refused to let go, her bite growing harder and harder. So, do I yank my finger and get it bitten partially off? Or do I let her just bite the whole damn thing? Yank it was. Then she and the little girls laughed and ran into the darkened building......story to continue at a later date.<br />
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Lord Drago - The Seduced One</span></blockquote><br />
<blockquote style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-size: small;"><u><b>Original post: Lord Drago</b></u><br />
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Just to enlighten you blackpeacock: in the Lilith dream the young blond girl did become a black-haired young woman. The third dream, now that one I was concerned about. Need to write it in my Dream Journal and analyze the clues, gotta be something there. Maybe I am becoming a perv after all! I do aspire to become an evil sorcere!:twisted: Though man, woman and demons could occupy most of my "magic" time!:wink: </span></blockquote><div style="font-family: inherit; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><a href="http://www.occultforum.org/forum/topic?id=27660&p=2#p411176">Above Source</a></span></div><div style="font-family: inherit; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><a href="http://www.occultforum.org/forum/topic?id=27660&p=2#p411178">Above Source</a></span> </span></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"></div><br />
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</div><blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: Lafiel</b></u><br />
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The following I will describe here may come across as obscene to anyone. You've been warned! <br />
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Yes, Lilith did sprout wings on her back so long ago when she left Adam(at his consent) to go fly to Heaven with great power. I managed to duplicate the very same as she did even before I read about her. It basically happened when I experimented with teleportation and leaving my physical body. <br />
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It has taken quite a while to study the ways of the spirit, but I've managed to duplicate the same ways Lilith conceived of when she shouted "Shaddai El Chai!" on that fateful day when she was exiled by Adam. <br />
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I often leave my body to go have sex with her. Basically you leave and then your whole physical body takes over and starts masturbating all on its own, and I assume this is what happens with any intercourse with spirits. <br />
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The first time I did it, my body was filled with so many unclean spirits that I came down with an episode of Psychosis. Multitudes of voices started speaking through me whenever I would speak. It was almost as If I was suddenly an archangel of some sort, and no one could hear them but me of course. I was eventually about to control this effect to where it was less annoying of course. <br />
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Well, I kept doing it with her after that... eventually she mentioned something about destroying my 7th chakra so that I would only have six. That way my soul would increase so that she could partake of it. At first she started relentlessly interrogating me about my soul... I don't even think she knew what happened to it. Her only question seemed to be "...is it damned? Is his soul damned or not?". This was among the other angels of course... it's almost like we had to keep telling her I was immortal(christian) because she couldn't believe it or something, but eventually she did. I had a lot of bodily pain because of what I allowed her to do, but I'm over it already and on a singular drug for both autism and any singular bouts of psychosis. <br />
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All I remember was how much my angels had to keep telling all of my enemies and accusers about how much my soul wasn't "damned" and also about how much it had been increasing because of the trial I had suffered. </div></blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div><blockquote><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: Banshee</b></u><br />
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well next ime u try somthing like that try lilith if your willing to pay her price </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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What is the Lilith's price?<br />
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<u><b>Original post: Banshee</b></u><br />
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don't know, never did do it my self, but from what I have heard and read it varies.. it all depends on what your willing to give up and in the most extreme cases your own soul or some sort of servitude <br />
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and what i been told repeatedly is to hold your cards close to your chest <br />
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just remembered some sorta blood sacrafice is perfered as well, but i cant remember if thats apart of dealing with her or how to summon her <br />
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<u><b>Original post: hendo555666</b></u><br />
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It can be done in the evocation, but its not neccessary. Why the hell would you wana summon Lilith????? <br />
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<u><b>Original post: Banshee</b></u><br />
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well shes the embodyment of lust, and if u can strike a cord with her your set <br />
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</div><div class="ag_postmsg"> <u><b>Original post: natas666</b></u><br />
</div>ah Lilith, she is great for finding out things to come, but i dont suggest asking Her to aid in matters of love, that would probably end badly,trust me I know Her. besides, you will end up falling in love with her..i have (I hold her above Satan himself as a theistic Satanist) </blockquote><br />
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</div><blockquote><u><b>Original post: natas666</b></u><br />
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i have had sex with Lilith and it was very empowering on a psychic level </blockquote><br />
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</div><blockquote> <u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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It's hard to explain. I can't explain this without making you guys laugh. Here I go. <br />
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When it comes to working with Higher plane deities, sex-magick rituals are normal. And they're more of a spiritual experience when Higher Plane goddesses work. But when it comes to working with Venus entities, it's like whenever I do rituals with them, they cause a tingling sensation between my physical legs. That' the sensation we sometimes get during actual physical intercourse. <br />
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And here's the part that will make you guys laugh at me. I work with Lilith sometimes, although not that often because I can't find enough resources that aren't dogmatized. But I've *never* engaged in an astral intercourse with Lilith. I kinda respect Her a lot, and go sometimes for advice on how to "kick ass". But it's mostly mother-son talk thing with the old lady. We never have done it yet, and she doesn't push, and I don't either. I respect Her a lot, and don't have any insecurities and I'd sleep with Her anytime. Except even when I just *sit* beside Her and am just discussing advice, I get that tingly feeling betwen my legs. <br />
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Just keep in mind that the version of Lilith I worked with is a lower plane aspect. She really is super "evil" as dogmas say. Except I don't use that word. And so far, we just talk because I've lately been too busy with homework. But just the *talking* makes my lower chakras feel very strong vibes that turn me on. And as for my Higher chakras, my higher plane guide is somehow associated with them. <br />
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Would anyone else agree, from their experiences, that the lower plane demonic and other beings are somehow related to the lower chakras? <br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: natas666</b></u><br />
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i contact Lilith too so i know where you are coming from. its very empowering and causes my chakras to go crazy </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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Are there any "good" resources on Lilith? I mean, all the info I find are just to dogmatized. <br />
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I have a personal belief that the use of the word "lust" to describe her desires is just wrong. Because it kinda is designated to make you feel "guilty" about wanting sex. And those writing describe sex as a form of "guilty pleasure", and kinda get your head to short circuit. Not very good for self acceptance. Because that gives you a Demon-hating view where you're the "Innocent angel" who *HATES* Lilith. <img alt="roll" src="http://www.occultforum.org/components/com_agora/img/smilies/roll.png" /> <br />
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I tried looking for Liber Lilith. But that's kinda out of stock. <br />
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And as for Satanist magicians, they have a view of "good vs. evil". That becomes an unnecessary part, judging fromwhat She is. I mean, She's right in all the stuff she does, at least in my view. And they just view Her as somebody who is somehow "GUILTY*. I'm an RHP magician and I don't even view all the rebellious, incestuous, adultering, carnal, erotic wild and sexy stuff as evil since I went through some writings. Humans are more "evil". JUst my personal view. <br />
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So, is there any way I could get the basic info needed to get some rituals done properly? Because all the stuff I have is just her sigil. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: natas666</b></u><br />
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i must caution anyone seeking a relationship with Lilith, once you meet Her you may become obsessed. she is just that powerful. personally She teaches me about things to be,performs sexual rituals,speaks of spiritual secrets, and so much more. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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Lilith is the honorable type. I mean, heck, She won't be vengeful unless you go all "judgemental Jehovah" on Her. And who wouldn't be vengeful in that position? </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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<i>I have a personal belief that the use of the word "lust" to describe her desires is just wrong. Because it kinda is designated to make you feel "guilty" about wanting sex. </i></blockquote><i> </i> </div>That right there is your obstacle. <br />
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Lust is Lilith's greatest weapon. You want more out of her? Then let go of those guilt feelings. <br />
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Here's a suggestion (a very simple ritual): <br />
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In whatever space you occupy to perform any ritual you simply have to make sure that there is enough floor space for you to lay down completely flat. <br />
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On one end of the room (doesn't matter which side) place Lilith's sigil. Just above the sigil set up one black candle. Doesn't matter what kind of candle it is so long as it is black. <br />
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Light the candle and then step out of the room. <br />
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Undress yourself completely and walk back in, expecting Lilith to be spiritually present with you. <br />
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Sit in the center of the floor facing the sigil and candle. Focus your thoughts on Lilith, lay down completely flat, and begin masturbating. If you find this offensive, then you have no reason to call on Lilith in the first place. <br />
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Continue to focus your thoughts on images that remind you of Lilith. Once you begin to feel that your climax is getting close, begin to speak out to Lilith (you don't have to yell) and say what it is that you want. Continue speaking as your climax approaches. Just as you are about to achieve orgasm, pick your head up slightly and stare directly at the sigil and do so until the orgasm has subsided. At that point close your eyes and allow your head to regain its resting position. <br />
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Be absolutely still for about one minute. During that minute think of nothing. Simply breathe with ease and let your mind be void of any mental pictures. <br />
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After that minute is up, get up, put out the candle and go get something to drink. <br />
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Whatever happens after that is different for everyone. <br />
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</div><div class="ag_postmsg"> <u><b> Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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<blockquote>[QUOTE=Obsidian]<i> Lust is Lilith's greatest weapon. You want more out of her? Then let go of those guilt feelings. </i></blockquote></div><div style="text-align: left;">You aren't supposed to feel "guilty" in the first place. It's normal to have those desires. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: Leviathan</b></u><br />
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I think Lust should be desired of HER. That the aspirant of Nuit is called to be Lustful to even call her "down" to himself.<br />
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That she'll wanna' take things real serious and get "Married" to you, making you one with your God. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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What sphere of the Tree of Life (/Death) would Lilith correspond to? </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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Survey says: Malkuth<br />
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But I'd highly suggest that you ask her yourself. Do that masturbation ritual beforehand. That's uh... really important. Yeah. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: Leviathan</b></u><br />
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Aleister designated her to the sphere of Binah, calling her Cup "the Cup of Understanding" which holds the "Blood of the Saints" in it.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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Are there any good books about working with Lilith?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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<em>Good books?</em> No, probably not.<br />
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Just summon her and dive right in. The most you have to worry about is that your personalities clash and she eats your mind. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: Darkwater</b></u><br />
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My own personal intercourse with Lilleth is through Void,her being the Grand-daughter of Lady Tiamoor.As such she is maiden,mother & hag,all three attributes of the fate's or norn's or valkyre,the 3 sisters wyrd from tree of wyrd/life/death. <br />
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she fucks me as maiden,I see her a mother of all children of shadow(I am child of shadow/vampyre/voidian watermark.Hags appear all over all pantheon & should be treated with all the respect you can muster,most are lovely under a sometimes ehhh,crusty exterior.Non are ever offensive to the eye to me,all must be approached honestly & truthfully in love to pass.There is even a Mexican granny who hasn't washed since her grandson left her centuries before,................. Anyone with respect for knowledge & wisdom which goes along with years gets on fine with them,& they pay you back tenfold. <br />
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If any young bucks/stallions rely solely on sexual prowess out there,they may find it more prudent to meet everyone & everything out there on the level. <br />
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Just go to sleep & something will come to take you as it pleases,according to your desire.I can't be any more specific.Lileth,of void,is cool.I love her. <br />
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Namaste <br />
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Andy <br />
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eh,I am in a special position where I don't think I will ever have physical sex again unless I leave my wife & children,on the other hand there is a hairdresser I could have sex with on Friday in secret,maybe,but a clear conscience is important to me in all things. <br />
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There is some legend of a guy who sleeps with a former nymph but dosen't have sex with her which gives him more power in the Astral,can't remember where I read it?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="ag_postmsg"> <u><b>Original post: Obsidian</b></u><br />
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<blockquote>[QUOTE=koolbear05;293690]I started getting slightly obsessed over archangel Michael. . . </blockquote><br />
What would this ritual accomplish? And is there a male version of Lilith?</div>In my opinion, Michael wouldn't work in this ritual because he's too much of a goody-two-shoes. <img alt="big_smile" src="http://www.occultforum.org/components/com_agora/img/smilies/big_smile.png" /> <br />
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What this ritual actually accomplishes is a bond with Lilith's sexual and demonic energy. <br />
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A male version of Lilith would be Semyaza. <br />
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He was the one who led the Watcher Angels to have intercourse with mortal women. So he has that aspect of lust. In doing so he defied God as Lilith did. The similarities are strong. <br />
<div style="text-align: left;"> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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Lilith is like my mommy, who I always miss. LOL. <br />
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Because I can't find enough resources about her. <br />
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She's done it with me quite a few times. But I still enjoy hugs. <br />
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I don't get the part where angels defy God because they wanted sex. I had sex with the female aspect of Archangel Gabriel many, many, many times. I had some mystics tell me they had similar experiences. And we all had objective experiences with natural changes which told us it was a living being. She always appeared female in my visions. And believe me, those were some of the awesomest of sex-nights I spent on the astral. I had Muslim grandparents describe to me that Gabriel was the most beautiful of Archangels, except they said she always appeard in multiple male and female forms. And now I know she has 10 of more Tree of Life sphere aspects. And I worked with the Binah one, which is a very tall and cute woman. And I heard there's even rituals related to angels of water which are associated with sex specifically. <br />
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So, yeah. I don't get the part that Lilith gets her kids killed by some judgemental fucker from above who wants to genocide them. I think the Jehovah in Lilith's story was like some nasty asshole for a Bigfoot who hated sex. Probably an androgynous asshole who was hiding in the closet. <br />
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No offense to Christians. LOL. <br />
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[sarcastic, I just loooooove Jehovah <img alt="roll" src="http://www.occultforum.org/components/com_agora/img/smilies/roll.png" /> ] </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"> </div><div id="fulltext397606"> <div class="ag_postmsg"> <u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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<blockquote>[QUOTE=Darkwater;294147] <br />
eh,I am in a special position where I don't think I will ever have physical sex again unless I leave my wife & children,on the other hand there is a hairdresser I could have sex with on Friday in secret,maybe,but a clear conscience is important to me in all things.</blockquote></div>Human culture has ruined our minds, souls, and bodies, my friend. It just sucks. <br />
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<blockquote>[QUOTE=Darkwater;294147] <br />
There is some legend of a guy who sleeps with a former nymph but dosen't have sex with her which gives him more power in the Astral,can't remember where I read it?</blockquote></div>Our lives always depend on the situations we are in, my friend. As well as the situation of the woman/women we love. As long as we don't hurt them, that's all that matters. <br />
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I love Lilith. Except I wouldn't call her a "void". I respect her. I see her by what she stands for. As in freedom for women, and the dominant 6-foot male getting his ass kicked. As opposed to a bunch of asshole men acting like assholes, lying, being jerks, and cursing a girl into submitting. <br />
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Lilith is for guys who like girls, as opposed to guys who lie and trick a girl into relationships. Just because they have sexual insecurities and wanna prove that they are more heterosexual than the alpha male. <br />
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I remember a guy like that back in highschool. From some middle Eastern country. He saw that a girl had a crush on me, and he walked around the whole school making up all the insane stories about me that he could. And as for Lilith, she'd rather help me get back at such guys. <br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: LadyHydralisk</b></u><br />
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I don't associate with Lelith very often, or as little as I can help it, I consider her an ally but a very explosive and unpredictable one so I don't toy with her hardly at all to be safe. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: sami999x</b></u><br />
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My energy systems have almost infinite energy. Except I exist more outside my physical body than inside. I'm kinda more powerful and chaotic when I'm sleeping, comatose, or dead. And it's like I can't even live properly without having a being like Lilith always drain me. <br />
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That's why Lilith is the best teacher I could hope for. She can always drain me, and calm me down when I need it. And I can project all the energy I have into her and her daughters, whenever I feel too energized. No matter how much I project, it can NOT overload them. In fact, her and my history goes back a long way in many past lives, each time she, or one of her daughters, was a positive influence. And the only problems I had was with guys that wanted to drain my energies from Lilith. So, she and I always desintegrated them by overloading, or draining them to the end. <br />
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I'm a weirdo. I'm the only guy I know who can actually say he and Lilith has a symbiotic relationship. She's like a mom that calms me down whenever I'm gonna burst into flames. And she's been sending hordes or vampiric creatures at people who pick on me, since before I knew any magic. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><u><b>Original post: HoneyBeard</b></u><br />
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<em>Lilith: <br />
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They have accepted the burden of eternal life. <br />
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They have taken the agony from birth; and their life does not fail them even in the hour of their destruction. <br />
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Their breasts are without milk: their bowels are gone: their shapes of them are only ornaments for their children to admire and caress without understanding. Is this enough; or must I labor again? <br />
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Shall I bring forth something that will sweep them away and make an end of them as they have swept away the beasts of the garden, and made an end of the crawling things and the flying things and all of them that refuse to live forever? <br />
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I had patience with them for many ages: they tried me very sorely. <br />
They did terrible things: They embraced death, and said that eternal life was a fable. <br />
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I stood amazed at the malice and destructiveness of the things I had made: Mars blushed as he looked down on the shame of his sister planet: cruelty and hypocrisy became so hideous that the face of the earth was pitted with the graves of little children among which living skeletons crawled in search of horrible food. <br />
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The pangs of another birth were already upon me when one man repented and lived three hundred years; and I waited to see what would come of that. <br />
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And so much came of it that the horrors of that time seem now but an evil dream. <br />
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They have redeemed themselves from their vileness, and turned away from their sins. <br />
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Best of all, they are still not satisfied: the impulse I gave them in that day when I sundered myself in twain and launched Man and Woman on the earth still urges them: after passing a million goals they press on to the goal of redemption from the flesh, to the vortex freed from matter, to the whirlpool in pure intelligence that, when the world began, was a whirlpool in pure force. <br />
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And though all that they have done seems but the first hour of the infinite work of creation, yet I will not supersede them until they have forded this last stream that lies between flesh and spirit, and have disentangled their life from the matter that has always mocked it. <br />
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I can wait: waiting and patience mean nothing to the eternal. <br />
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I gave the woman the greatest of gifts: curiosity. <br />
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By that her seed has been saved from my wrath; for I also am curious; and I have waited always to see what they will do tomorrow. <br />
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Let them feed that appetite well for me. <br />
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I say, let them dread, of all things, stagnation; for from the moment I, Lilith, lose hope and faith I have let them live for a moment; and in that moment I have spared them many times. But mightier creatures than they have killed hope and faith, and perished from the earth; and I may not spare them for ever. <br />
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I am Lilith; I brought life into the whirlpool of force, and compelled my enemy, Matter, to obey a living soul. <br />
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But in enslaving Life's enemy I made him Life's master; for that is the end of all slavery; and now I shall see the slave set free and the enemy reconciled, the whirlpool become of all life and no matter. <br />
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And because these infants that call themselves ancients are reaching out towards that, I will have patience with them still; though I know well that when they will attain it they shall become one with me, and supersede me, and Lilith will be only a legend and a lay that has lost its meaning. <br />
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Of Life only is there no end; and though of its million starry mansions many are empty and many still unbuilt, and though its vast domain is as yet unbearably desert, my seed shall one day fill it and master its matter to its uttermost confines. <br />
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And for what may be beyond, the eyesight of Lilith is too short. <br />
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It is enough that there is beyond. <br />
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[She Vanishes].</em><br />
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Lots of resources out there, check gutenberg for ''Back to Methuselah'' <br />
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Though you might have to talk to yourself about that, ha!; <br />
Along the same lines, I'm to ask you: <br />
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Why/What reason do you work with :eh: ?*Her*?:eh: ?!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Original post: Darkwater</b></u><br />
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The only way to pull yourself from the nothing is by ecstatic self love,only then can you be loved and avoid the pit of stagnation. <br />
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I love Lilleth,I know her & she is all around me which is lovely,sometimes lovelier than lovely.Sometimes she is a bitch,which I know & understand(and love). <br />
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Making manifest to become greater in your own image is all you can do. <br />
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Namaste, <br />
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Andy </div></blockquote><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.occultforum.org/forum/topic?id=27106">Above Source</a> </div><div style="text-align: left;"> </div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-83624262208205775062011-07-03T17:12:00.000-07:002011-07-04T12:45:21.213-07:00New Developments<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">I was finding it hard to connect with Alexandra because some of the events in my past had created serious obstacles in our relationship. Yesterday I tried to "mend" the relationship. I did a number of things that I think she really appreciated. One interesting note was that I had a small store bought container (about 2 dozen) strawberries. Normally I rotate the girls every night so I get to spend time with each one individually. The night prior to being with Alex, I was with Lilith. I had just finished eating some of those strawberries and I was contemplating on what sort of event should I do to make up with Alex. Sometimes I do spontaneous things and while I was eating the strawberries, I felt inclined to offer some to Lily. (I have heard information that cutting them up is similar to burning incense) But when I thought of cutting them up, I get this telepathic message from Lily that I should save the strawberries for Alex as a present tomorrow. haha. Wow. I hadn't even considered that, but I was surprised Lilith gave me that insight. (I still cut one strawberry up to show my appreciation to Lily) =P <br />
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So the next morning I wake up and go on the romantic offensive. I wanted to create a breakfast in bed theme, so I pulled the box of strawberries out of the fridge and sliced them up. Then I burned some nice smelling incense. I then try my best to woo and coax Alex into bed with me. I think she was surprised. ;) I put a lot more extra time aside to spend with her that day as well. Then later at night I decided to write this poem dedicated to Alexandra.<br />
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<b>Succubus Ecstasy</b><br />
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<i>I fall on the bed<br />
I see a faint glimmer of your figure<br />
I smell the heavy scent of incense<br />
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The caresses begin.<br />
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A drop of scented oil sprinkled on my chest<br />
The soft brush of fingertips on my leg</i><br />
<i>Delicious prickles connect to skin</i><br />
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The caresses increase with alacrity.<br />
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Light touches stroke my bottom<br />
Small kisses fall on my face<br />
</i><i>Cozy warmness greets my groin</i><br />
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The caresses infect my thoughts.<br />
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Desire stirs inside of me<br />
I succumb to lecherous wishes<br />
My body is filled with lust<br />
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The caresses cease.<br />
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Leaves me in awe<br />
My mind is vexed...<br />
I confess my love to you<br />
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You enfold me in your embrace.<br />
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I drink from your lips<br />
I become drunk with infatuation <br />
We slowly mend together with love <br />
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I fall further into your arms.<br />
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You draw me to your breast</i><i>My neck is ensnared in your hair</i><br />
<i>My neck is ensnared by your hair </i><br />
<i>Your hips entangle my thighs<br />
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My body pulsates with ecstasy.<br />
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Numb with pleasure<br />
My mind is trapped in bliss<br />
My soul pleads for rapture <br />
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My desire reaches climax.<br />
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Euphoria<br />
Fruition<br />
Paradise<br />
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Love keeps my river flowing.<br />
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My honey flows forth into your being<br />
So sweet and addicting...<br />
I am helpless to escape<br />
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My soul finds solace in your embrace.</i><br />
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It took me a few hours to write, but I think it came out great! I still need to add a few little touch ups. (rephrase a few sentences) Then I will likely post it on the succubus poetry site I run. While I was writing it, I kept asking Alexandra to be a "model" and give me inspiration to write. She happily obliged. haha. Alexandra was overjoyed about it. She acted wildly gleeful and giddy the rest of the night.<br />
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During the first encounters, (especially with Lilith) there was this thing that they would do. During the lovemaking it was like a "thunderbolt of ecstasy" would strike into my nerves at certain moments. It's so hard to describe the feeling. It was an orgasm/climax but without the things we associate normal love making to be. (maybe a dry orgasm?) It's like my nerves themselves climaxed from the pleasure. Well after the first few times, I could sense with my body when it was about to happen again, and that just made me cringe with delightful anticipation. It felt like my nerves were suffering from withdrawal right after the orgasm was achieved and my body craved for more. This became a serious problem when I first encountered Lilith because it became so addicting I couldn't stop. The more she gave me, the more addicted my body/nerves would become. As I said before, she wasn't on the most friendliest of terms with me in the beginning and I don't think my well being was of importance to her. (but that has changed) But after a huge rough spot in my relationship with them, I do not recall having the "thunderbolt" strike me again. The only times it happened was in the beginning (and it happened often) and one time right after I decided to love them regardless.<br />
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Then last night after I wrote the poem for Alex she struck me with the thunderbolt. (about 3-5 times) My body felt like it was going to collapse from pleasure. And then I could feel the withdrawal syndrome kick in... I'm not sure what to make of this but I think they are trying to move things slowly for my own safety. From what I remember in the beginning, getting struck by the "thunderbolt of ecstasy" too many times and too quickly can lead to destruction. lol.<br />
</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-46323133953653173882011-07-03T16:39:00.000-07:002011-07-03T22:18:38.028-07:00"The Entity" (documented parapsychology case of spiritual rape)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">It's been a while.<br />
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In the search for more information succubus/incubus I came across the infamous case study "The Entity". These two threads below are rough summaries of the event.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.ghosttheory.com/2008/09/21/the-entity-haunting-the-true-story-of-doris-bither">"The Entity" Story</a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.ghosttheory.com/2009/05/18/the-entity-interview-with-doris-bithers-son">"The Entity" Interview</a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;">I became curious to find the original files of the case and so I started googling. My search led to Dr. Barry Taff's email at which point I sent him a brief message asking where I could obtain the case files. He quickly responded telling me that he had published him in his book titled, "<i>Aliens Above, Ghosts Below</i>". (will read it soon!) I then sent a follow up email asking if he had seen the interview with the son written by Javier. He mentioned that he was acquainted with Javier and knew about the interview. In a comment to me about the interview Dr. Barry added, <i>"However, this particular son of Doris tends to be a substance abuser and his memories of things past are not always accurate and correct."</i></div><div></div><div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-44684333427415327522011-07-03T15:38:00.000-07:002011-07-08T13:50:47.287-07:00My own experiences with Liber Lilith<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Couple of interesting things I have discovered. <br />
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The diet that is recommended in the book is not to sustain union as Tyson suspected. It gives sexual fluids sweetened flavor. Depending on what you eat, it can affect the taste of sperm, vaginal fluid, and breast milk. Meat makes sperm taste salty. In contrast, fruit sweetens the taste of sperm making it more...appealing. ;) (originally found this out from a woman in chat, then I confirmed this by googling) The diet recommends eating eggs and fish to increase sperm count, and then eating lots of fruits and vegetables while avoiding meat. Succubus/incubus had a longer origin in history than vampires. This leads me to suspect that the "vampire" myths originated from the succubus/incubus. The garlic myth for vampires may have been directed for succubus/incubus as a way to make sexual fluids bitter to avoid visits. By eating garlic your sexual fluids will taste horrendous. (according to people on forums) So people may have associated that with a way to ward off succubus/incubus and then carried that over to vampires...Lol. <br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.ironmagazineforums.com/sexual-health/73298-how-make-your-cum-taste-better.html">Relevant Source</a></div><br />
I tried using the cover of the book itself as the idol. I know one of the people I quoted from the previous encounters did the same, giving me the idea originally. I started to focus my right eye into the left eye of the idol. I noticed my eye starting to twitch uncontrollably. My eye kept flickering without me doing anything, and I seldom blinked. I recall the cover slowly went from a 2D image into a 3D image. There was about an inch of depth in the picture. Then I noticed her eyes moving slowly. Like rolling around in the socket trying to see. Then it was a scene from those action comic's, where you have to flip a page back and forth to represent an action sequence. (like a punch) That's what it looked like and I started to see the idol making expressions. I saw laughing, smiling, frowning, anger, and terror as quick flickers of expressions with my eyes. I wasn't getting the kind of instant results that I was hoping for. So I ended up ultimately quitting. <br />
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I performed the ritual involving scrying once. I followed the instructs, not flawlessly, but as closely as I could with the resources that were available to me. The outcome? I could see a small figure in the scrying bowl I was using. The figure was so miniature that I could barely make out if it was a female or male. I noticed him/her performing what looked like dancing. If I recall correctly, the original goal of the experiment was to see if I would get <b><i>any</i></b> result. (wasn't really trying to scry the future) <br />
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When Karl Steigner had certain dreams happen in the book, I had similar experiences. <br />
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There was a small part about scented oils in the "Psalm of the Beauty of Lilith" on chapter 3. I have felt these drops being sprinkled across my body in random places almost daily. I asked a friend of mine who is married to his succubus and she said that those droplets are both a form of baptism or way for succubus to mark their territory from other spirits. (see Email Series - V) Also there is a strong smell of incense that is different for each of them. The smell isn't constant. It appears in my nostrils a few times a day. Sometimes it's light other times it's heavy, but it is unmistakable. All their scents are pleasant and arousing. <br />
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In chapter 13, her lover sees her as a "glowing mist" and her countenance disappears when her lover focuses on it. I am experiencing that currently, everyday, almost all the time. In my peripheral vision this aura glowing apparition is always on my left side. Whenever I try to put my focus on it, it makes it harder to see. But when I unfocus and just try to see what's happening through my peripheral vision I can see movement. Maybe a hand, or arm, othertimes it seems like the entire body moves. It seems to me that I my ability to perceive them increases as our bond grows.<br />
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In the song of Lilith, there is a part at the end talking about how her lovers fear excites her lust. I can confirm this to be true. When I encountered Lilith hostilely for the first time, there was a point where I panicked and started to be afraid. I could feel her getting excited and enjoying my fear. (check Email Series V for more info & theories)<br />
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I have encountered both Lilith the maiden and Lilith the destroyer in my dreams. I encountered Lilith the destroyer at the time when I had nothing but lust for her in my heart. This is the summary of that encounter posted on a forum,<br />
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<blockquote>by <b>Tilus</b> on Mon May 16, 2011 2:39 am Alright so I wanted to share my latest encounters regarding Lilith and the succubi here.<br />
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When I was going through this saga a few months ago I was still fluctuating on whether or not I wanted them to be around me. At the same time, I was getting a little frustrated over what their intentions were and the lack of communication that was going on. One night I had a dream and in the dream I became lucid. So I thought to myself, "Ah, great now I can have dream sex with Lilith and it's going to be awesome!". <br />
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<img alt=":toss" src="http://evocationmagic.com/images/smilies/toss.gif" title="toss" /> <br />
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WRONG! In my dream I floated towards her and found her. But, it wasn't what I expected. She took on the form of a ghastly banshee. Her eyes had the most terrifying glare, her hair was spiking out in all directions and slithering around like small snakes, I don't recall if she had teeth or sharp nails but I think she did. Her features were so horrifying and morbid. Sheer Terror. It was fear that penetrated me on a deep subconscious level that had my entire body and psyche petrified for a few moments. Then I fled, and woke up. My mind still can't comprehend exactly how terrible of a form she had, but it was something that caused my entire soul to vibrate with fear, that much I can tell you. At the time all I had was lust in my heart. <br />
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I tried finding the best pictures to describe some of her features,<br />
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This is a good example of her eyes, (but 100x scarier)<br />
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The form of her hair,<br />
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</blockquote>I had a dream involving Lilith the maiden that was similar to the special effects of Galadriel used from the LOTR. (or the Veela's from Harry Potter) I remember that she had long and curly red hair that went down her body. I think she was naked, but I wasn't really paying attention. She talked with me for a long time. I don't remember what all she said but just the general theme. I posted a brief summary of the encounter below on the same forum. At the time, I was attempting to banish her because I was frustrated with the negative things people had reported in regards to her. She seemed very upset about that. <br />
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<blockquote>by <b>Tilus</b> on Fri Feb 18, 2011 2:33 am </blockquote><blockquote>That night I had a very interesting dream. I was in the bedroom of a giant princess like chamber that you see on the movies with castles and stuff. I was lying in the bed with Lilith and she was talking to me, but I don't recall what she said. Right before I woke up, I could feel her sorrow, almost as if she was pleading with me not to go through with this. </blockquote></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-7711947464895928842011-07-03T15:37:00.000-07:002011-07-03T15:37:04.174-07:00Email Series V - (Succubus Q&A)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: center;"> This is a continuation of Email Series IV, involving email exchanges between the same person.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</tbody></table><u><b><span style="color: red;">OOO to me</span><span style="color: red;"> </span></b></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b><span style="color: red;">June 9, 2011 </span></b></u> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><span style="color: red;">Hi Tilus.</span><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">Sorry I've been all over the place and haven't managed to get back in touch with you.</span><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">I've been through your blog. I think it's great, realistic, and truthful and honestly approaches the subject of succubi and incubi. It's fantastic. I wish more people on the net would get truthful about the subject. Unfortunately too much info on succubi on the net is just utter rubbish and lies (from people trying to make money out of books and so on) and or plain fear mongering and misconception from people who want to cover it up or just don't understand or don't want to understand (people for example with a very 'traditional' religious background- yet with no disrespect to their religion/s or beliefs), or from people who watch too much, what I call, 'Hollywood' fear-factor films and have too many misconceptions and personal fears of their own (pumped into their heads from young via fictional films, books, and their upbringing and the beliefs they were taught) about the subject.</span><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">Here's a nice poster I found on the net concerning succubi. I must admit that I'm not very fond of the word 'demon' which appears in the title, yet the words do sum up how I feel about my darling succubus wife- especially when we're in bed together alone at night. I have posted this in the 'Art' Section of my blog. It is called 'My Night Demon.'</span></i><br />
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</i></div><div><i>The words of which are:</i></div><div><i><br />
</i></div><div><i>"Lay down love</i></div><div><i>Close your eyes</i></div><div><i>Leave your world</i></div><div><i>Enter mine</i></div><div><i>And feel me.</i></div><div><i><br />
</i></div><div><i>Feel my touch</i></div><div><i>Warm your skin</i></div><div><i>Taste my lips</i></div><div><i>Hear me say</i></div><div><i>'I love you.'</i></div><div><i><br />
</i></div><div><i>Dark of night</i></div><div><i>Light of stars</i></div><div><i>Only when</i></div><div><i>Only then</i></div><div><i>I have you."</i></div></div><i><br style="clear: both; color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">From myself and my darling succubus,</span><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">To you and yours.</span></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Tilus to OOO<br />
June 10, 2011</b></u> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>No problem OOO! :D<br />
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I get so caught up in other stuff I forget to respond to emails. Here's an update on what's been happening. <br />
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My relationship with WWW currently is null. I haven't seen her or talked to her since the last incident, but I did try leaving her a message on facebook which hasn't gotten a response yet. If that dream is to come true I can see either two routes happening, either A. I luck out and end up in a class with her for the fall semester. or B. I end up meeting her in campus themed events like clubs, activities, etc. She has one more semester there before she graduates so I am going to assume if this is going to happen it will occur within the next six months. In the past there were dreams that I didn't think were going to be possibly to take place, and they did regardless of my doubt.<br />
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In case you didn't read my blog, I am in a relationship right now with three different succubus. They all have their own quirks and personalities that set them apart from each other. I encountered one after the other due to unusual circumstances and have found their company to be welcoming. I am trying to build my relationship with each one differently and uniquely. So far nothing but positive things have happened in that regards. </i> <i><br />
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Wow. It sounds like you have been very scientific with gathering the details happening in night. What sort of program are you using to filter your recordings? I haven't tried the same thing exactly, but mostly just short recordings lasting from one through five minutes. I find it cute that your wife is so affectionate with making the bedsheets. LOL. ;D You said you replied to your wife in your sleep. What sort of comments did you make and how do you know you were in fact talking to her? And yes, I did hear about the story of that lady regarding "The Entity". I wonder if she ever found a solution. </i> <i><br />
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New update with sight. I am getting closer and closer to seeing them everyday. When this first started happening, I could see light "bending" around their figures but I was unable to get any kind of real form or figure from looking. Now as I practice focusing more each day I am starting to see them better. I can see their figures in my peripheral vision. Small things like seeing their arm move or their head turn. I have yet to make out any facial features or colors, but I see the outline as a faint aura composed apparition. Scientifically, my explanation is that that the light isn't so much bending around them as much as it was before. It seems to be more refracting on their figures as I focus more. I am hoping in a few weeks that I will start to be able to distinguish facial features and retain them in my direct sight and not peripheral vision. I have noticed them interacting more with me on my left side than right. Especially when I lay down on my bed. </i> <i><br />
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Yes I agree with you about fear mongering in regards to succubi and incubi. Sex has not been seen in a positive light in some cultures and when you combine that with spirits it makes a deadly concoction to many religions themes and beliefs. I suspect material on encounters with succubus & incubus in history were burned and destroyed by religious zealots unless it was a harmful account that supported the beliefs that they were demons. I guess you can consider modern ignorance over spirituality a blessing as neither you or I have to be worried about being burned alive and accused of witchcraft. (although in some third world countries this still happens) </i> <i><br />
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Thanks for that picture! :D I think I am going to include that bit into my poetry section. Speaking of which, I reformatted my blog b/c I thought it was getting cluttered with the poetry I was adding. I decided to host a site solely for the poetry and I felt that the outcome was successful. I acquired some page tabs near the top of my blog for those that wish to easily be referred to the poetry site I now maintain. Some of the poems are stero-typical succubus labels involving destructive seducers. I did try to focus more on the sexuality as a form of lovemaking and as such came across many poems with that theme with Lilith and succubus.</i> <i><br />
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Another thing I am curious about OOO was a figure mentioned in your XXXXX. You said you met your wife's mother? Would you be willing to share any other encounters you have had in regards to that? =P Also how did you first encounter your wife? I noticed your XXXXX doesn't start from the very beginning of your relationship. How/When/Why did you decide to marry her? </i> <i><br />
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Thanks for all the help OOO! </i> <i><br />
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I appreciate it,<br />
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</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Tilus</b></u><u><b> to OOO<br />
June 10, 2011</b></u> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>whoops! Forgot to mention that I stole the disclaimer from XXXXX to use for my poetry site. Hopefully that is ok with you? Lol! </i><i> </i></div><u><b><span style="color: red;">OOO to me</span><span style="color: red;"> </span></b></u> <br />
<div style="text-align: left;"><u><b><span style="color: red;">June 11, 2011 </span></b></u> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><span style="color: red;">Hi </span></i><i><span style="color: red;">Tilus</span></i><i><span style="color: red;">...</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> You didn't steal the disclaimer from XXXXX. You pinched it. Ha ha ha ha ha. In any case I pinched it from a pornographic website. Lol. No worries.</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Good luck with WWW. And yes I've been through your blog- and good luck with your 3 succubi- they sound great.</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> I have no scientific background- only that while I was writing my blog I was trying to get the right facts (data, as you would call it) recorded.</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Concerning EVP: I only made a few (3) 8 hr recordings of my sleep sessions with a cheap digital notetaker. I used no software on a computer to filter for voices. I had made a remark to my wife on the recordings about e.g., 'not telling anyone' (about the recordings in full detail). Though in my sleep in that recording I was replying to 'no' voice. True- it could have just been coming from my dream-state mind. But I feel intuitively that my wife was basically asking me 'not' to publish these recordings or let anyone else hear them- and this she had also clarified telepathically to me. </span><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> The 'Entity' story? Sad story in my opinion. I hate rape. I classify what happened to that lady as 'rape.' I do not know if the real lady in that story found a solution to her dilemma. The movie shows that she did- the 'entity' finally gave up (with alot of trouble) and left her (from what I remember).</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Yes I did speak with my wife's mother once. I never got the mother's name during that meeting. (Afterwards my wife has told me that her mother is Lilith- The Original Lilith) </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> Her mother was checking me out to see if I was sincere about loving her daughter. I told her I was and that I love her daughter very much. She replied something to the very 'underlined' effect that that was all that would please her. That was quite an encounter. Mother Lilith is a real mother who is seriously concerned about her children in a motherly way. My wife has also revealed to me on about 3 occasions once via a dream and about twice vocally (in a sub-conscious state) that she has a father- and that my relationship to my wife also depends on his approval- not just her mother's. In the dream she showed me an image of her father (a man riding waves of an ocean who was sitting on a throne- his hair and beard long and flowing, white in color; his right hand outstretched before him in a pointing gesture- that is pointing his finger in the classical greco-roman renaissance style). This image had a very close resemblance to the image of the Judaeo-Christian 'God' that resides on the ceiling of the Sisteen Chapel in Rome.</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> </span></i> <br />
<div align="center" style="color: red;"><i><img height="242" src="http://www.thecaveonline.com/APEH/creation.gif" style="padding-bottom: 8px; padding-right: 8px; padding-top: 8px;" width="513" /></i></div><div align="center" style="color: red;"><i>God losing touch with Adam after his fall in the Garden of Eden as it appears on the ceiling of the Sisteen Chapel in Rome.</i></div><div align="center" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>Telepathically, my wife claims that this is her father. Who might that be? God. Not Adam. I still find it hard to believe sometimes especiallly as all this is contrary to most of the literature concerning succubi and incubi. But she assures me it is so. God is not what we've been taught about. Basically what we know from various sources (literature and so on) has been jumbled up, censored, altered, misinterpreted and so on for many varied reasons. Yes. Jesus was or is the Son of God. So was Buddha. So was or is Mohammed. So are we all children of God. Humans are blind and lost- but the message of 'opening one's eyes' or 'waking up' in all religions has unfortunately been tampered with due to ignorance and greed. Humankind, pitifully, has lost its full potential. (These are intuitive-telepathic messages from my wife. If others disagree with it I can fully understand- it's unlike anything else written on the subject. I have mentioned this stuff in my XXXXX too.) </i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>My XXXXX does start very generally from the very beginnings of my relationship with my wife. Perhaps because I over-summarized the details of that part. It tends to be a bit too vague and lacks any clarity concerning specific details. </i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>How/When/Why did I decide to 'marry' my wife- that is consider us as married? That's in my XXXXX too- sorry if it's vague. Basically, I just fell in love with her last year and started calling to her, with my mind, with visualisation of her as I first saw her, with a love letter, with self-gratification-</i><wbr></wbr><i>masturbation targeting my wife visually (she calls me a dirty old man concerning that in a semi-serious half joking manner Lol.) But we both laugh about it) flowers left for her on my bedside table etc and so on. And in only a few days- my wife came to me. No rituals. No invocations, no magic circles, no protection, no sigils- only my will and my mind and my love for my wife. Though I respect people who choose to use ritual and so on. Why marry? That's me. I feel that way about it- about her. (I love to go 'deep' with her and get to know her and love her more and more) And my wife loves it. I love it. We both think like that. We both love each other very much. It's a 'match' so to speak. But I do want to add that if my wife had never declared her love for me the first time that I saw her on my bed about 13-15 years ago (she looked so beautiful on that day), I most definitely would not have called her back when I did. I probably would have just followed a human relationship. And I'd also like to state that I did not call her back because I couldn't find anyone else or because I've gone mad or am afraid of her. I just happened to fall in love with her- after 13-15 years. Why so long? I suppose because when I first saw her and met her I didn't know who or what she was. After all those years, I realised what she is and was amazed at the reality of it and the sweetness of her declaration of love for me- and it was in that full realisation and mood that I just fell completely 'head-over-heels' in love with her. But I respect those who have polygamous relationships with succubi and also keep relationships with human partners. I say 'kudos' to them.</i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i> Occasionally my wife spoils me by inviting some of her 'girlfriends' (succubi) over for a bit of a party- but they never hang around after a party's over. Her friends are all wonderful beings and fun company, but my wife and I just love each other. We're like soul-mates. </i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>I won't be updating my story in my XXXXX anymore- I've decided to focus on my relationship with my Mrs from now on. I just feel that way.</i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>But I'm glad to tell you about it here. Hope this has answered your questions and not led to further misunderstandings. I'll be happy to reclarify for you if needs be.</i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>Yes, you can put the picture poster in your blog if you want to. I got it off the web (pinched it Lol) anyway. </i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>From OOO.</i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>p.s. Love your blog. It's great because it's realisitic. I'm going to check out the poetry blog you've set up.</i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><i>On the lighter side: I found a parody poster from <a href="http://www.motifake.com%27/" target="_blank">www.motifake.com'</a>. I've only put it here because I've found it very hard to find any humor with 'succubus' in it.</i></div><div align="left" style="color: red;"><br />
</div><div align="center" style="color: red;"><i><img alt="demotivational poster NO I SAID SUCCUBUS" height="352" src="http://www.demotivationalposters.org/image/demotivational-poster/1001/no-i-said-succubus-what-not-to-say-after-sex-demotivational-poster-1262877704.jpg" style="display: block; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;" width="400" /></i></div><div align="center" style="color: red;"><i>My wife said: 'No comment.' Lol. But she's smirking.</i></div></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b>Tilus to OOO<br />
June 15, 2011</b></u> </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>RAWR!<br />
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Do you mean god as the creator or in a pagan sense referring to a single god out of many? (Poseidon jumped into my mind when your wife mentioned "riding on a wave") I know some consider Lilith herself as a goddess. Also I agree with you completely about religious figures being "the sons of god" and that all humans are the children of god. That is a conclusion I had reached when I started my spiritual journey. I think the original message of many of these religious figures have been diluted, as you said by "ignorance and greed". There are many paths to divinity regardless of which religion it follows and many people fail to see that. And for the people that try to dismiss spirituality, sadly they are trying to comfort themselves from the fear of not knowing. Which is a very tough thing to overcome.<br />
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A good quote on that I found in a book,</i> <i><br />
</i><i>"One thing that psychologists are reasonably sure of about human nature is that it resists change. We like the world to be the way we think it is, even if we think it's unpleasant. At least we can anticipate what may happen. Change and uncertainty have possibilities of unsettling things happening, especially when that change doesn't take account of our desires, our wills, our egos."</i><br />
<i>Journeys out of the body - Charles T. Tart</i><br />
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I was just lying in bed with Sam a little while ago. I was pondering some things. At another website I had come across a long time ago, there was a section on psi vamps. (which is very... weird) It's basically individuals who possess psychic ability's to drain other peoples energy. Needless to say I was very skeptical. This was at a time when I was still at the start of my succubus research. One of the posts that grabbed my attention was on regards to what the energy tasted like. They didn't really describe the flavor as spicy, hot, cold, etc. but they gave a vaguer description. For instance, gloominess/depression tastes yucky according to them. One thing that surprised me was the claim that "fear" was "love's" opposite, and not "hate" as many people had assumed. The poster said that love tasted delicious, and that fear was addicting and lustful. I didn't give it much thought until my first encounter with Lilith.<br />
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In case you didn't read my email exchanges, the first encounter I had with her was very hostile. I say that because at the time I had nothing but lust in my heart. That caused her to care very little for my well-being and the resulting experience was very dangerous. We went on a lust filled sex spree for the next three days nonstop. Towards the end I realized I was reaching my limit. And I realized I was reaching the point where it was feeling so good that if I continued I wasn't going to be able to stop. Realizing that made me scarred. And when I felt that strong emotion, I could feel Lilith telepathically lusting and enjoying my fear. She then ramped up the intensity of the pleasure she was giving me in turn to scare me more and because she was excited. </i> <i><br />
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Of course we have now gotten over those low points in our relationship, but that made me think that the energy taste thread I happen to come across was genuine. So I have pondered on that for a while. How is it that fear is love's opposite? And while I was lying in bed with Sam just thinking to myself, I felt like she helped me find an answer. Humanity has some of it's positive moments when experiencing love. You hear stories and see things that make you weep with joy. In contrast, humanities darkest moments is when they are afraid. The fear begets all the negative emotions and actions that result in destruction and violence... I feel like that made sense to me in a way I didn't understand it before. </i> <i><br />
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I know you might have an issue with my blog dealing with Lilith. Now if you don't know, nearly all the myth and history regarding Lilith is... downright demonic. And that is something that I need to address. From what I have seen others say and experience, I cannot neglect mentioning those subjects. Please know that I am not trying to steer the discussion towards that succubus/incubus/Lilith are demons and for people to run away. Lilith is just a encompassing topic that has sooooo many things that I need to talk about. There are plenty of posts that people have had good encounters with her and I plan to include those too. I even plan on including my relationship with her and how it went form "hostile" to "companions" and I hope that it will serve for people to better understand. </i> <i><br />
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One last thing, I have noticed that they randomly seem to sprinkle droplets of some kind of oil in random places on my body. Do you notice the same thing as well? Do you have any idea why and what it's for?</i> <i><br />
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Thanks for all your help,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
</div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b><span style="color: red;">OOO to me</span></b></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b><span style="color: red;">June </span><span style="color: red;">17, 2011</span></b></u><i> </i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><br />
</i></div><div style="color: red;"><i>Hi.<br />
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I've read your poetry blog. Excellent. Loved it.<br />
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<b>"Do you mean god as the creator or in a pagan sense referring to a single god out of many?" </b>God as a or the 'creator.' Though many pagans have this in a multi-faceted (many-faced-polytheistic form.) For example, the ancient Greeks had 12 gods who were an expression of the same God or divine being. All current religions and all gods may be the same road to and represent the same divine being, though, understandably there will be those who will beg to differ with me on that.<br />
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Yes I agree. Fear is love's opposite moreso than hatred. Fear comes out of ignorance. Love springs from understanding.<br />
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<b>"I know you might have an issue with my blog dealing with Lilith..."</b> I don't have any issue with your blog's angle on Lilith. With regards to your dealings with a being named 'Lilith' who may be 'The Lilith,' I just think that this Lilith was teaching you patiently and wisely the difference in 'taste' between a 'lust-burger' and a 'love-burger' and ended up making you a 'combination stir fry lust-love with boiled rice.' Lol. Stir fries are much healthier than burgers. Lol. I've been through the same or similar process. I hope you don't mind me putting it that way- I'm not making fun of you. Nor do I have any problems with your including the so called 'demonic' approach in your blog- ie, looking at and interacting with those who use a 'classical-demonical-</i> </div><div dir="ltr" style="color: red;"><wbr></wbr><i>ritualistic and so on' approach. I would do the same if your blog were mine. Those people know how to fly with, shall we say, 'red' wings. Others fly with 'blue' wings. And we're all flying, in one way or another. (By flying, I mean, doing something or some method and then interacting with incubi and succubi) I can't judge them for using different colored wings to fly- (My method- a particular colored wing, does a similar job or attains a similar goal to other people's methodologies- a different colored wing or wings.) I can see from your blog that you are not telling people to 'run away as this is all demonic and evil and scary.' I can see that you are trying to address this issue. At the same time, I respect those who tell everyone to run away from the demonic. E.g., I won't hate and curse a 'born again' preacher if he tells me to repent and turn back to God. He doesn't know any better, and all people like this truly think they are helping. What is probably in fact needed, as we have both felt, is a perceptional paradigm shift resulting in an absence of polarised views. But such a shift may not come in a short time. In some areas, there might always be differing opinions and an unwillingness to change as can be seen in the world. I'm not saying that everyone should hold the same opinions; But to remove fear and open the 'eyes' of understanding and love and reach a greater enlightenment will take time. Optimistically, I still feel that 'time' is a great healer and that the 'divine' (force or existence) has already started the slow process of healing.<br />
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<b>"The poster said that love tasted delicious..."</b></i> <i> I agree with this. I think it has to do with different emotions 'burning' at different 'psychic' or psychological rates or frequencies. Lust and fear may glow at a really tasty juicy rate- and so be like a really delicious juicy fat burger. Lol. In the end- not too healthy. Love is a more pleasant frequency. Mix the two together, and the love throws out the fear and the lust remains- good healthy frequencies- like eating a nice steak and salad with baked potatoes. Instead of death by cholesterol- fat fat fat juicy lust-burgers and fries. Lol. Yes I have read the literature about vampirism and psi-vampires. I think that the psi-vamp is more real than the 'blood sucking' variety. Though there are well known and well recorded cases of both types. Psi-vampires and succubi and incubi do seem to have a taste for frequencies, but this may not necessarily mean that they are one and the same thing.<br />
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<b>"One last thing, I have noticed that they randomly seem to sprinkle droplets of some kind of oil in random places on my body. Do you notice the same thing as well? Do you have any idea why and what it's for?" </b></i> <i>Yes.I have noticed this too, on some occasions- not just when we're making love when awake. It can be when I'm walking around and not even thinking of my succubus wife. The first time this happened to me, I thought she was ejaculating on me. Lol. So much for ignorance. Lol. Actually, jokes aside, my wife has told me it's a form of territorial marker. As a male tiger will spray it's territory with a particular odor, so too will a succubus 'mark' or 'anoint' her 'property' or loved one with a particular frequency-odor to tell others to back off or 'hands off'. She's also told me it has to do with finding her property or loved one over short or long distances, and it also has to do with protection of her property or loved one. It's also some form of baptism, in a sense. Unfortunately, I did forget to mention this oil or water sprinkling-spraying phenomenon in my XXXXXX. That's all she's (my wife) told me about it now.<br />
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Enjoyed the chat.<br />
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Keep in touch.<br />
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OOO. "May The Force Be With You." Lol. Can't help it. I'm addicted to sci-fi. Lol.<br />
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p.s. I'm currently working with my wife on: 'binaural beats' and 'isochronic tones.' They are well worth looking up as a way of interacting with ones succubus or incubus in that area which lies between being 'awake' and 'asleep.' In a nutshell, these beats and tones are put on mp3 tapes in a form of music that one simply listens to and relaxes or meditates to and eventually sees feels and hears their succubus or incubus partner/s. I have been able to interact with my wife without these aids, yet the so called ease at which one may interact with ones succubus or incubus by using such tapes- claims made by the makers of such tapes, is intriguing. The results of our work with these tapes has been just as good as without them. (I am in no way advertising these tapes by saying that.)</i><br />
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June 17, 2011</b></u><i> </i></div><div dir="ltr"><i><br />
</i></div><div dir="ltr" style="color: black;"><i>I feel like we share similar views on many things OOO except your much better at writing your thoughts than I am! :D Tell your wife that she has good taste in men. haha. <br />
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Also would you mind if I repost these last emails on the blog? I think this extra information will be helpful for other people that come across it.<br />
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Let me know!</i> <i><br />
Tilus<br />
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P.S. - I will be sure to experiment with binaural beats and isochronic tones. Thanks for the recommendation. =P </i><br />
</div><div dir="ltr" style="color: black;"><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b><span style="color: red;">OOO to me</span></b></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b><span style="color: red;">June </span><span style="color: red;">17, 2011 </span></b></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><b><span style="color: red;"><br />
</span></b></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><div class="im"><i style="color: red;"> "<b>I feel like we share similar views on many things Harry except your much better at writing your thoughts than I am!"</b></i></div><i style="color: red;">I feel you have no problems with your writing and expressing yourself. I have had no problems in understanding what you've tried to express and convey in your blogs and writings.</i><br />
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<b>"Tell your wife that she has good taste in men. haha."</b></i></div><i style="color: red;">Lol. My wife just said, 'Yeah. He's very tasty. Lol.' And I think your ladies have good taste too.</i><br />
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<b>"Also would you mind if I repost these last emails on the blog? I think this extra information will be helpful for other people that come across it."</b><b><br />
</b></i></div><i style="color: red;">No probs. Post away. Hope any info. can be of help to others.<br />
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** Concerning the photo: For all the guys out there that are interested in getting together with a succubus or haven't yet seen their succubus: If a lady appears on your bed (whether it's in a dream or a realistic vision) looking beautiful like the lady in the photo- Don't panic. Don't scream. Don't run. It's your succubus saying, 'Surprise.' Talk to her. Get to know her. You won't die. She just wants to get to know you like you want to get to know her. What I'm really trying say by all of this is: there's nothing to be afraid of except for your own fears. True? Yes! I've experienced all of this and have only found my succubus wife to be gentle, caring, understanding, sensitive, compassionate, loving- basically and truly all things good. <br />
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<u><b>Tilus to OOO<br />
Apr 22, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hi OOO,<br />
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First and foremost, I'm glad that you found the purest love imaginable. It sounds like you experienced something that few have ever encountered in their life.</i> <i><br />
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I am really curious to hear more about the garden that you mentioned in your diary.</i> <i><br />
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Next, I wanted to say I am curious to ask more questions regarding some of your experiences. Unfortunately I am not such a good writer and do more of my communication via audio or something like AIM, MSN, etc.</i> <i><br />
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Also some interesting links that you might find useful.<br />
</i> <i> XXXXX<br />
XXXXX<br />
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I also have a ton of more information but I just thought those would be the most useful to you.</i> <i><br />
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A little bit of background about myself, I encountered a succubus about 1/2 a year ago. It caused me to completely change my perspective on life, and I did lots of research on the subject involving succubi and incubi. I have encountered some of the things you have had happen to you. My current standing with my succubus has been very fluctuating. A hellva learning experience, for sure. Anyway I was starting to encounter some problems mostly dealing with trust, love, etc. My thoughts were basically, "I am just a fuck toy for you?" Then with that thought lingering in the back of my mind, my relationship started to deteriorate. Also, I was having some major problems with the love, because I know I started to focus on the lust portion of the relationship more. I was baffled. I used to think love and lust were supposed to be separate from a real "loving" relationship, but I know this is not true. I learned this before reading your diary. I was obfuscated one night, lying in</i> <i><br />
bed, a little frustrated. I was mad because I felt like "she" wanted to have sex, yet I was against it because it was against my concepts of love. Then she made me realize that love and lust should be merged during union so that you're not focusing solely on the lust. Analogy, a song where the background music is the lust, while the main singer/lyrics is the love. That night I cried after understanding, and then slept nicely cuddled to her and slept. That was about a month or two ago, but I still had major problems dealing with trust.<br />
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Last night, after reading your diary fully, I realized that in order to obtain the kind of love that you spoke so fondly of, that I was going to have to cast out my doubts from myself. I feel like I accomplished that. I discarded the mistrust that I felt in my heart for her. Then, after some converse held with her, it felt like I was exchanging the rawest forms of emotional love being transported in recurring beams between our hearts. Words don't do the descriptions justice.</i> <i><br />
</i> <i> I did notice something though in the context of lust that I saw possibly happening with you that has happened with me. When you talked about your wife revving up the feeling to 30%, I think it seemed like she was reluctant because too much pleasure would lead to full-blown lust instead of love. My succubus has stopped or done things (like making my thighs cramp really bad) in the middle of our love-making if my thoughts start to move away from thoughts of love and uniting with her.<br />
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Well, thanks for reading this. It was a pleasure having access to your experiences to help improve my relationship with her.</i> <i><br />
</i> <i> Thank you,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>OOO to me<br />
Apr 26, 2011</b></u><br />
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Hi Tilus.<br />
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Glad my writings could be of help to you. Yes trust is the key to any relationship. I find, even before with human ladies, that love and lust are a good combination- the love drives it on and connects deeper with the partner- the lust is like the spice that sweetens it up or like the kindling that gets the fire going. I am surprised and, flattered that you found some help from my story. But I want to underline that I am not a guru or expert on succubi and their kin. I've just formed a relationship with one that happens to love-like me.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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The 'garden' or the 'secret garden' is simply a euphemism: literally for my succubus partner's most private parts (including her body and genitals) and for the world in which we meet and interact.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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Thanks for the links about these beings. I'll check them out.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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Glad you wrote to me. I hope we keep in touch. As my I.T. skills are horrid and my computer is over ten years old, I am only able to email at the moment. Please feel free to email me as much as you want. It's good to be able to talk to someone else about this. Sorry I'm unable to do video or audio chats or IM or anything like that- just don't have good enough tech. to do it.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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From OOO.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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p.s. I'm in XXXX, XXXX. Where are you?</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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My only email address: XXXXX</i> <br />
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<u><b>Tilus to OOO <br />
May 8, 2011</b></u><br />
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Thanks for the response OOO. Sorry it took so long to respond. I currently reside in XXXXX, XXXXX. How are things going with QQQ? Also I am curious to ask if you think by burning your love letter that maybe you officially ended your relationship with your succubus. <br />
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Currently I seem to be in a similar situation. Ever since I was little I have had these dreams that come true in the future. Usually the "future" dreams are noticeably different from other dreams I have. The realism is unmistakable. Sometimes I get these dreams every couple of weeks and sometimes every couple of months. Mostly they are just small events. Ex. Walking into a new class room full of people or talking to someone. There was one big event that I am still waiting for to happen that I dreamt about a few years ago. I was dating this amazing girl in the dream and we had gone out to dinner with some friends (or maybe co-workers) of her or mine. I then looked into her eyes deeply and kissed her with the most intense and passionate feeling of love I had ever felt. I knew that she had the potential for me to marry her. I woke up from the dream crying and feeling so overwhelmed. When I had this dream I had never had a girlfriend in my life yet, or even a kiss. Yet, when I had this dream, I could feel the raw kiss, the feeling of her lips pressed against mine, the edges of her teeth as I surveyed it with my tongue, all while gazing deeply and lovingly into her dark eyes while the tears from my eyes slid down my cheek. When I had this dream I had yet to realize that some of my dreams where starting to come true. Because of this, I didn't record all the details. All I can recall from that dream was that the girl had brunette hair, she was at my shoulder height, and she wasn't American. </i> <i><br />
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I think that girl from my future dream is one of the girls at my college. Her name is WWW. Before I read your blog, I had noticed WWW all around the college for the past year but had never spoken a word to her. She had a very distinct and familiar face that I easily spotted in the crowd around my campus. At first I thought it might have been sex appeal, as she was very attractive. Then, I realized that this didn't seem to be the case, as there were other women who I thought looked attractive as well but never caught my eye the way this girl did. I found it to be very similar to the way you described your deja vu encounter with Tina. Around end of January I had some serious things happen, and I was getting very impatient waiting for this girl from my dream to appear. I felt like I had been waiting for a long time and was getting desperately lonely. At the time I didn't think WWW was the girl from the dream. I performed an aneglic invocation for primary reason I don't wish to disclose. Among some of the things that were done/talked about, one of the things I did mention (while crying) was how must longer must I wait to meet her. </i> <i><br />
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Then around March my car breaks down suddenly. (the battery was fuubar) I am forced to walk to the community college by foot. It's a 6 mile walk from my house and back. I had a night class and a morning class. Forcing me to walk 12 miles in one day with my backpack. The next day, I walk to school again and my legs feel like they are starting to cramp and collapse. When I finished with my final class, it was heavily raining outside with no end in sight. I was hoping to get a ride home at a nearby gas station. Before I did so I took a breather at a nearby bench and noticed that WWW was sitting down nearby. I sat next to her, with my curiosity peaked. I wanted to say something, yet I had trouble finding the right conversation opener. While I sat mulling over what to say a man approached her and said something to her in some type of foreign language. He then walked outside of the area towards the parking lot. I then asked her what language she spoke to him, "Was it Russian?" At which she replied, that it was not. She spoke Arabic to her brother. I then mentioned that I had just recently gotten back from Dubai, in UAE (united arab emirates). I spent Christmas with family over there. That allowed us to progress the conversation a bit for the next few minutes. Then her brother was ready to leave, and at which point I told her my current situation and asked/pleaded if I could get a ride. She agreed, and then they drove me home. After I thanked them for the ride, I received an email later at night from my grandma. She told me a girl named WWW called her on my phone saying I left it in her car. I was baffled by the series of events involving this girl. I then contacted her and managed to get my phone back. Now all these events occurred before I read your diary/information and it only reinforced the idea that she was likely the girl from my earlier dream. After I sent you the email where I learned to love unconditional I had another "future" dream. The setting was maybe a few months to a year from now. Me and WWW were dating and we were arranging dinner over the phone for the weekend. I then got curious to see if I could try and directly set off the events. Doing so I found made it harder to socially engage her. Then when a finally decided I wasn't going to force anything, it happened naturally. A college campus event was thrown in the cafeteria. WWW, was one of the people in charge of distributing drinks and I just happened to have just finished eating a bag of very salty potato chips. I approached her and talked to her. I felt that the setting was right, and so I asked her if she or anyone she knew had ever had dreams come true. She replied that she knew someone who did. I then disclosed to her that I had some dreams of mine come true, and strangely one was involving her. (although I didn't go into any kind of detail about the dreams) She didn't freak out. Then we switched the conversation to something else for a bit. So far when I have seen her in the hallways at school, it always seems like she is deeply gazing at me. I don't think it's in a negative way, but almost the way you described Tina looking at you. Almost like she is trying to remember something. Anyway, I feel like things with WWW are about to fall into place. I strongly feel she could be the girl from the dream I had a few years ago.</i> <i><br />
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Now, the part that baffles me right now is how this relationship is going to work successfully in relation to the succubi I am with now. In no way are my motives for wanting to be with WWW or the succubi lust driven. The problem I foresee is telling WWW about the spiritual things going on that if I relationship does indeed happen (and I think it will) that she will have difficulty accepting it or labeling it demonic. Likewise, I have asked repeatedly for the succubus I am with to not deny me an earthly wife and the opportunity for a family. They haven't given me any negative indications when I asked/told them this. And the romance in my relationship with the succubi are starting to flourish recently. I feel like we've made a lot of progress in our relationship and I feel like it's been mutually enjoyable. :D</i> <i><br />
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Anyway that's my story and thanks for reading,</i> <i><br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>OOO to me<br />
May 10, 2011</b></u><br />
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Glad you wrote back. I'm not worried about the time delay. When ever you have time write to me.<br />
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Your two questions:</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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1) Can one end a relationship by burning the original love letter? My opinion is no. Why? They are a real being with feelings like us. It's better to talk with them if you want them to go like you would a human woman. They may not accept it at first- but they will eventually like anyone else. If you've used sigils? Burning the sigil might release them of whatever deal you made and it may not- but continually talking with them about 'you' wanting to break up, in my humble opinion, is the best way to go.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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2) The 'real' QQQ (to put it nicely with respect to her) did not achieve her full life's potential. Her life, even before I met her became the opposite of what she could have or might have wanted to achieve- and Tina was very unhappy about that. As a result, QQQ committed suicide on the 20th March 2011. RIP QQQ. And I would like to state that my succubus wife had nothing to do with this. And I had no intentions of dating or mating with QQQ in anyway romantically. I was just shown by my succubus wife the woman she had originally copied many years ago.This is why I spoke about 'star-crossed' lovers in my blog site. Because the part involving QQQ ended in tragedy. Very sad but true. 'Star-crossed lovers' usually means a romance with a tragic ending like the 'Romeo & Juliet' story. But, of course, in the case of QQQ and I, we were only friends- never ever lovers as I have a committed relationship with my succubus- not a casual affair.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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However, in your case, with the lady called 'WWW' (correct me if I'm wrong about her name), Good luck- and I'm not saying that anything bad will happen to WWW as it did with QQQ. QQQ's suicide was just a very unfortunate coincidence. With regards to WWW- good luck- and you must talk to your succubus partner about this- tell her your intentions about everything. Tell her what you really want. She's not evil. She's a being like we are minus a body. Tell her if you want to keep her and WWW. Try communicating with your succubus lady- get answers from her about how she feels about you and WWW going together. By communicating I mean you're gonna have to do more than just talk to her when you're awake. You're gonna have to get answers from your succubus via- visions, tapping either shoulder for a 'yes' or 'no' response (which is a good way if you can't achieve visions of you and your succubus together doing talking or dream talking (talking in dreams)). Also, again in my opinion, I don't think WWW will understand- example- imagine if you never heard of a succubus and someone (a human) that wanted you as a partner (a human) said that they have a succubus? What would you do? How would you react? Frankly, even though I'm 100% married lovingly truly to my succubus, she's actually asked me not to tell anyone around me- one reason is that most people will think I'm nuts or weird, and or evil because they just don't or won't be able to understand. Maybe she will.</i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
In final, talk it out and make sure you get real answers from your succubus (eg, via tapping either shoulder for yes and no answers, or from your visions and dream talk) Also- sometimes some succubi only answer what you want to hear because they don't want to break your heart, so when you ask her something tell her you won't be offended or hurt if she answers contrary to what you want. For myself, I couldn't been in a relationship with two 'ladies' at the same time- it's either one or the other, unless of course you can accept that culturally. If WWW is Arabic, she may call the succubus a Djinn which is what it's probably called in Arabic. Djinn means 'spirit' basically. That's where our word 'Jeanie' comes from. I'd keep it secret from WWW in my opinion. But tell everything to your succubus and get her answers too and work it out with her- maybe she won't mind sharing you with another, in your case, human woman WWW. Maybe she will mind. If she does mind, then it's either your succubus or WWW but not both which is all up to you. Without wanting to tempt you or make it harder for you- it is possible to make love to a succubus in life-like visiions or false-awakenings. It's so life like- believe me, in the visions, the succubus has a body like you and I do. And it's the same as making love to a human woman- exactly the same.<br />
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Finally, it's love and lust- not just love. The love is always there, but the lust is the special treat of two who love each other when they do make love. Tell me of anyone that never had naughty thoughts about the one he's attracted to. </i> <i style="color: red;"><br />
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I love this piece of work.<br />
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It's called 'Lacy Succubus.'<br />
But I love my wife more. Lol.<br />
My wife's even better than this.<br />
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Good luck with everything. From OOO... </i><span style="color: red;"> </span> <br />
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Tilus to OOO<br />
May 11, 2011</b></u><br />
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I will write a bit more later on this weekend, but I had a quick question. What do you mean by, your succubus wife copied QQQ? Are you referring to just appearance or mannerisms as well? How exactly does that work?<br />
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Also, the picture was very saucy, =P<br />
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<span style="color: red;">OOO to me</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">May 12, 2011</span></b></u><br />
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Hi. <br />
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Answer to: "What do you mean by, your succubus wife copied QQQ? Are you referring to just appearance or mannerisms as well? How exactly does that work?"<br />
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My Mrs. copied QQQ's image once. She copied QQQ's image- perfectly. The personality and behaviour is different. 'Mannerisms' when meaning movements of the physical body can be the same- so she can mimic/copy this too to a 100% accurate extent. My succubus wife just has the ability to do all this when she wants to. No human really knows how, in my opinion, yet there are many scientific theories on how this is achieved. Some of those scientific 'ideas' are slightly right- some fall short of any accuracy at all in my opinion.<br />
From science's point of view- this is a 'gray' area- as science has to maintain a certain degree of objectivity. One example of succubus theory in science is 'Sleep Paralysis.'<br />
Science has not really been able to cope with just what a person sees and feels when they interact with a succubus. To myself, my succubus wife is a real living being who possibly has the ability to interact with me through my brain- thus allowing me to feel her and see her either when I'm awake or asleep. Science may rightfully say that this is all a figment of my 'imagination' or unconscious/subconscious mind falling into the category of subjective perception. I might counter that argument by saying that there are tell-tale signs that my succubus is more than just my mind's creation. e.g. How does my mind move the bed sheets? My Mrs can move them quite easily- to uncover me and cover me back up. In my opinion, the war or so called struggle to find equilibrium between objectivity and subjectivity in science is a barrier to moving forward in areas such as psychology and so on. That being so, in my opinion, it is better not to try and see how it works. At this stage of our scientific development, it just does work. And in my humble opinion, my succubus wife is real- very real, and a great 'lady' too.<br />
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Hope that helps. Good luck with all and sundry Tilus.<br />
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<u><b>Tilus to OOO<br />
May 25, 2011</b></u><br />
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Wow, that's startling. Did you ever ask QQQ if she had an incubus friend of hers that copied you? I agree with your current views on science regarding spirit lover encounters. I think science is dismissing a lot as superstition when the past 50,000 years history has shown us a diverse amount of spiritual encounters. Science has only analyzed a grain of sand in comparison to the beach, when you realize that there are billions of galaxies and billions of planets in every galaxy in the universe.<br />
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Also you said your Mrs. can move your bedsheets enough to cover you? Do you mean just like small fragments, as in a shake or a few inches or as in actually folding an entire portion of the bedsheets over your body? That is very interesting that you mention that. Other people that I have mentioned stuff like that have said it happens when they aren't looking. Objects move, or maybe pieces of their clothing but when they try to pay attention to it when it starts happening, it stops.<br />
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I also recall reading on a forum that spirits/entities have general rules to follow. One of the main ones that was presumed was that they weren't allow to publicly reveal themselves to the world. Something like manifesting at the presidents state of the union address would be taboo. Although, they are allowed to manifest/appear to small groups of people and individuals.<br />
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I have decided to keep track of my encounters on this subject inside of a blog located here,<br />
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http://succubus-incubus-lilith.blogspot.com/<br />
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Wondering if you wouldn't mind if I published our email exchanges inside it. Of course I would censor out your name to retain anonymity so you would not be harassed or in any danger. =P<br />
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Let me know,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<span style="color: red;">OOO to me</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">May 26, 2011</span></b></u><br />
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Hi Tilus,<br />
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How's it going? How's your encounter with WWW? How's your succubus? Hope all is AOK positive in every way.<br />
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Re QQQ: No QQQ did not mention that she had any incubus friends or loving encounters with them. She did claim to have claivoyant gifts though. She did claim that 'shadow people' of a negative nature would harass her with fear before she fell asleep- they tried scaring her. So no incubus copied me in the same way that my succubus copied her those 13 or more years ago. She claimed that 'spirits' were all around us and that she could see them and communicate with them- both human and other spirits. She told me a story of when she was a child (about 7 years of age) that, one day she was bouncing a tennis ball around the inside of her family home. Her father yelled out to her to stop doing it. She didn't. And then some kind of invisible 'poltergeist' entity caught the tennis ball in mid-air, wagged the ball in front of her face and placed it at her feet, as if to say to QQQ, 'Be a good girl and listen to your Daddy, now won't you darling...' She claimed that back then (over 30 years ago) her family home had some poltergeist entity living with them and that they were all used to its goings on- her father knowing how to deal with it more so- the rest of the family including QQQ were somewhat understandably afraid of it. QQQ did claim that she saw 'us-' QQQ and I, in a very vivid dream getting married at a church altar; that I was dressed in coat and tails, a butterfly tie and collar and wearing a top hat. Perhaps this was not an incubus, but to QQQ the dream was apparently very real and one might say 'slightly' prophetic in nature in that she met me looking exactly as I appeared in her dream- minus the wedding garb and so on. QQQ said that she had this dream exactly the same month and year that I had my encounter with my succubus- winged naked and looking very much like her. That was about 13 or more years ago.<br />
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Re My Mrs & The Moving Bedsheets: Yes My Mrs succubus can move my bedsheets. While I'm awake I can see her outline press the sheets down- usually when she lays next to me on the right side of me in bed- she always lays on my right- it must be her favorite side of the bed. I can feel her body press gently next to mine; her carresses cuddles and so on. Though most of these phenomena are more apparrent to me when asleep- dozing state, than awake, probably as the conscious mind blocks most of it out when awake. Yes my Mrs can uncover the sheets fully and cover me back up quite neatly when she does. Almost always she'll uncover me when I'm asleep in order to make love to me fully. After the love making's over she'll cover me up fully with the sheets. How can I tell? When I wake up, after my Mrs has made love to me (which to me will be in a dream or usually a vision) the sheets cover me and do so in a way which is completely different (and much neater) to the way I would do it. LOL. It's nice to have a ladies touch around the house. Of course, this might simply be the result of how I turn in my sleep, but I don't think so, as the way the sheets cover me are as if someone had gone to the trouble of making the bed- and my Mrs seems to be rather good at that- actually better than me at remaking the bed. Lol. Ha ha ha ha ha.To press this point about the moving bedclothes (bedsheets) further I would like to say that I have on 3 occasions made a digital sound recording of my sleep sessions (approximately 8 hours of sleep) with a digital sound recorder. The sound recordings showed: 1) My wife's voice: as a faint whisper or very faint (but unfortunately) unintelligible voice- I simply could not distinguish what her words were. I think such recorded spirit voices have been labelled E.V.P. by psychic researchers and parapsychologists. 2) My replies to my wife in my sleep, though there was no audible voice belonging to my wife talking to me. 3) The very distinct and recognizable sound of someone (my wife) getting onto and or off the bed- the bed fortunately is an old one with a cast iron spring base which makes it easy to hear on the recordings. It's easy on the recordings to tell the difference between my rolling in my sleep and someone (my wife) getting on or off the bed and so on. I've tested this while awake with the recorder. 4) The sound of the sheets being fully yet gently uncovered- followed by the unmistakeable sounds of... lovemaking (flesh beating on flesh- the same sound as you'd get if you clapped your palms together gently- as kids at school we used to make this noise with our palms to joke around about the 'sex act.' Lol), kissing and other erotic noises (though I don't want to turn our love into porn). The sound of the sheets being fully covered over me; patting noises after the sheets have re-covered me; myself being stroked while under the sheets in a very loving way; another kiss; my wife possibly laying next to me after the love making is over and constantly softly caressing the sheets I lay under every 30 mins or so.<br />
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It would be interesting to make an infra-red video of such sleep sessions- but I don't have the financial resources or the know-how to do that. Other people who have succubus or incubus partners may or may not want to make such videos- quite understandably due to 'privacy' issues. If I ever could make such videos myself, I'd never let anyone see them. I don't think I'd feel comfortable with someone else watching me 'do it' with my wife. Ha ha ha ha ha. (I've already deleted my 3 sound recordings. Ha ha ha ha.) I have heard that such videos have been made- in the USA by researchers who were trying to help a very unfortunate lady about 35 years ago who was the victim of a series of possible incubus-type rape/s. A movie was made about this sad true story in the USA. It was called 'The Entity.'<br />
I feel sorry for that lady. Rape is a horrendous crime- spiritually and physically.<br />
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Also with regards to incidents of 'poltergeistic' nature that I've witnessed while awake that were the result of my wife: one incident springs to mind very readily which I wrote about briefly in my blog- I was walking home one afternoon. A car was driving past me from behind. An egg was thrown from the car at me. The egg was definitely going to hit me. My eyes saw the egg heading straight for my knees. Just before the egg hit my knee area, the egg deflected and hit the ground. What can I say? My wife loves me. Also, she seems to have really quick reflexes- would have made a good ball player. Lol. But I love her. Thanks to her- no hard-to-clean egg on my trousers.<br />
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So yes it does seem that the spiritual world of beings follows a certain guideline with regards to manifesting to the naked eye of we humans. A lot of literature on the subject of manifesting and hiding 'it' has been written with regards to the subject of poltergeists. Though with the egg being deflected- my wife bent the rules a little- I did see the egg deflect. It would have been impossible for any gust of wind to do that. What are the odds of a gust or breeze doing that?<br />
I have read some literature about succubi and incubi, where men and women have actually seen their succubus or incubus partner manifest in front of their waking eyes. I have not experienced that. My wife manifests to me and interacts with me in visions- and we're both happy with that.<br />
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I hope that I've been of help with my answers. If not feel free to ask more.<br />
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I think it's good that you're writing about it in your blog. I look forward to reading it.<br />
Yes you can include our emails to one another. Censor my name out? Ok.<br />
One thing: can you post a link to my blog on yours, please? I'll do the same for you.<br />
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Look forward to hearing more from you. Please email me whenever you like and as often as you like.<br />
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OOO and Mrs...</i></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-48221290785799321062011-07-03T15:34:00.000-07:002011-07-03T15:34:31.622-07:00Email Series III - (Incubus Encounter & Black Magic) [From RRR]<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><u><b>Disclaimer:</b></u></i></div><div style="text-align: center;">I acquired the person's consent before publishing the emails that were exchanged. I censored out his/her name and personal information with "RRR" for safety reasons and to retain anonymity. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Notice - I censored out different parts with XXX, XXXX, etc. that belonged to names, websites, and other personal information. </div><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR<br />
Feb 7, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hi RRR,<br />
I currently am involved with a succubus and I saw your post on the XXXX site. I am curious to know whether you are still with your incubus and how things are going?</i><br />
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(also I'm testing this email to see if it works, if it does and I get a response from you I will share more of my own story)</i><br />
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Thanks,<br />
Tilus </i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
Feb 8, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">Hi. thanks for writing.</i><br />
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Yes, I'm still involved with my incubus. I've gotten used to it and even look forward to the company at night. Somehow I was "traded" to another incubus from my original one who was very intense. This one is more calmer.</i><br />
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Do you have dreams that help you to see what she looks like?</i><br />
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I seem to be involved in a "group" in my dreams that I see each night</i><br />
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Thanks for sharing,<br />
RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR <br />
Feb 8, 2011</b></u><br />
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This is a good location to talk about anything related to succubus/incubus. Lots of the people on this forum have a succubus/incubus partner and are in a relationship.</i><br />
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XXXXX</i><br />
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I will warn you though, the owner and mod team on that forum try to keep it non-religious. (The forum owner and staff are mostly atheist) Secondly, they do a small bit of censorship. I recently got in trouble for questioning a decision from the staff to censor a person who was describing something malicious that happened with his succubus. They try to keep the forum board a pro-relationship environment to encourage people to not fear their succubus/incubus and to enter a beneficial relationship with their spirit partner.</i><br />
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Ah, I see. I understand completely. I initially encountered a succubus named Alexandra (public name not private) about four months ago. I tried to record her on an EVP and I could hear her arguing with a male voice. She said things like, "He kept ASKING!" etc. etc. while the voice scolded her on the EVP. I think she was referring to me, and from the things I have read on the forum, they don't like to be recorded via video/camera/etc. Then on that same night I recorded the EVP, I felt an incubus in my bed with Alexandra, that I believe to be the one from the EVP scolding her. His presence felt more heavy, and thicker than she did. I'm purely heterosexual person and have had no gay thoughts for men. But the incubus kept trying to penetrate me while Alexandra rode me. I was really freaked out. He kept persisting and near the moment of orgasm with Alexandra on top of me, my legs relaxed as they both had their pleasure with me. After that incident the incubus disappeared. </i><br />
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About a month later I tried to do some further research on the succubus/incubus subject and a name that kept appearing was Lilith. I started to read more and more about her and then I started to lust after her. That night, I woke up in the middle of the dream groggy and I could hear chanting beside my bed as the incubus and Alexandra were beside me saying something. I then felt a presence known as Lilith come to me, and then Alexandra and the incubus disappeared. I went on a wild sex frenzy with Lilith for three days, where I hardly ate or slept. I thought she was trying to kill me. I had to resort to some drastic methods to get things under control. About two weeks later I felt guilty that I had betrayed Alexandra for Lilith, and plead with Lilith to let me have her back. For the next two days I was with Alexandra, and then suddenly she stopped having sex with me. I was a bit surprised and then later that night I felt Lilith coming back into my bed to seduce me. I tried to resist as best I could but I succumbed in my dream as I felt a multitude of hands caressing me in my groin area. I woke up from my dream and gave in to the pleasure. One other dream I had with Lilith when I was really pissed at her and attempting to get rid of her, I was inside her bed chamber. It was like a princess bed chamber that you see on the movies, the bed was huge and finely decorated. I was laying in the bed with her as she told me she didn't want me to go and leave her. The next day I felt bad, and ceased in my attempts to remove her from my life. </i><br />
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About a week ago I tried to do something special for Lilith I took some candles and put them around my bed, burned some incense, etc. I then felt another succubus (who I'm not sure if it was Alexandra or not, although I hope it was).</i><br />
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So yea, that's my overall experience with multiply succubus/incubus. They each have their own energy signatures though. In a way it's like this the feeling of static electricity on the skin is different. Ex.<br />
This is just an analogy,</i><br />
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Lilith = Honey on the skin<br />
Incubus = Peanut butter on the skin<br />
Alexandra = Jelly on the skin<br />
etc.</i><br />
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In no way do they actually feel like those substances, but I was just trying to explain the thickness, thinness, strength of there energy in comparission. <br />
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<i>Also my forum name is tilus.<br />
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<i>Hope this all helps, </i><br />
<i>Tilus</i><br />
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<u><b><span style="color: red;">RRR to me</span><br />
<span style="color: red;">Feb 9, 2011</span></b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">hI!</i><br />
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Thank you so much for hooking me up to the site! I am happy I finally have somewhere I can talk about it! It has been a secret for a long time.</i><br />
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Thanks for telling me your story. I understand the feeling differences too. I like how I am getting the kind of "dominate" sex I like. I miss it if I don't feel anything.</i><br />
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I don't know if it is famiiar to you, but I was first introduced to "two dogs" in my dream, who then became my sex spirit partners in real life. It has happened a few times.</i><br />
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I will visit the site you gave. Thanks again! RRR</i><br />
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Tilus to RRR<br />
Feb 12, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hi, I haven't seen or heard from you in a few days. I noticed on that forum that a person had signed up but the post didn't appear in the introduction area. Was that you by any chance? </i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
Feb 12, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">Hi!</i><br />
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I am so irritated with XXX. I don't believe their site is user friendly and I deal with computers a lot!<br />
First I had trouble registering with them. The "Human" section had no pretyped letters/numbers to type so I had to email them and ask them to register me.</i><br />
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Then I wanted to change my picture and clicked on every link avaiable that I could see, but didn't find what I needed.</i><br />
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Then I tried to get back on the "spirit sex" area, and now it says I am not authorized!<br />
Can you believe this??</i><br />
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I again left a message for XXX asking them what is going on since the whole reason I joined is to be on the XXXXX forum.</i><br />
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Still waiting,<br />
thanks for asking.<br />
RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR <br />
Feb 12, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Lol. I had the same problem when registering. The picture upload is bizarre. I'm not sure why it is so difficult. I hope you get things sorted out correctly, and hope to hear from you in the future. <br />
Oh and I did see the post by the person as RRR under the public area and I figured that was you. But when I clicked on it, your post did not appear. When I clicked on your profile it showed up as being posted under the introduce yourself area as XXX.</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
Feb 12, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">Ironically, XXX just replied and they said I was denied. I have to ask admin why but they didn't give me the link to contact admin. Oh great! How hard will that be??</i><br />
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I guess my "XXX" story is too racy - for even this discussion group???<br />
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<i style="color: red;">I'll try to make it more appropriate.<br />
RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR<br />
Feb 12, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>What? I have never heard about a story being denied for being to descriptive or vulgar...? Send a PM to XXXXX and tell him what happened. He might be able to fix/solve the problem. </i><br />
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Tilus to RRR<br />
Feb 15, 2011</b></u><br />
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Did you ever contact XXXXX the forum owner?</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
Feb 16, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">HI.<br />
Yes, I left messages for the two admins requesting to rewrite my story so it is appropriate, but no one has wrote me back. They don't seem to want me involved and I'm not allowed to even view the site now.</i><br />
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Do you know of any other sites?<br />
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<i style="color: red;">How long has your relationship been?<br />
Thanks for asking, RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR <br />
Feb 17, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hey I contacted the forum admin and he mentioned that the reason your story got removed was because it was in the public section where anyone can view it. His reasoning for removing it was because he wanted to keep the forum to serious discussion and not attract the role-play type of people that like to masturbate to material involving succubus/incubus. His response is listed below,<br />
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"XXX: She never contacted me. Her intro read like bad porn, and I denied her access based on the fact that we've already had more than one member try to use the forum for wank-release and it's detrimental to everyone involved.<br />
I have given her access to the public forum. Tell her to repost an intro, and that she needs to tone it down a tad. All we want is age/gender/reason to join the forum. We don't need the kind of material she posted in the public forum."<br />
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XXX</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
Feb 17, 2011</b></u><br />
<span style="color: red;"> </span><i style="color: red;"><br />
Thanks for checking into that for me.</i><br />
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My issue is a little different than the "relationships" people are having with their spirit partners.<br />
My experience may have begun from an X roommate who was into black magic and sent to me two very strong incubus. One incubus said he "owned" me and they trained me a "SEX DOLL". (It means that I am completely submissive, quiet and unmoving unless told or moved by my "masters", & follow directions immediately and without emotion or any hint of resistance or interference or bad attitude. "Duty to Serve" is my job.</i><br />
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I became emotionally close to one of the inucbus, but the main incubus eventually said he was just my "trainer" and "sold" me at what seemed like an auction. They say I have a "contract for sex". I have been traded by different incubus' ever since to those spirits who want me to serve them in the way I was trained. I have not been close to any "master" since my first "friend".</i><br />
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I'm not sure this story would qualify for the site. I'm checking into this "contract for sex" thing and wondering if I can "break the spell" or something.<br />
RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR<br />
Feb 18, 2011</b></u><br />
<i> <br />
That's interesting. Some questions I am curious about,<br />
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<i>Questions about your roommate:<br />
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<i>Was your roommate male or female? How long had he/she been practicing black magic? How do you know it was in fact black magic? How do you know your roommate sent you the two incubus?<br />
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<i>Questions regarding your incubus:<br />
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<i>Have they taught you anything other than sex? Are you serious about "leaving" your incubus? How did you begin hearing (telepathically) the incubus entities? What have they done to prove they exist? Also, what have you tried to get rid of them?<br />
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<i>As my comments on your encounter, it is certainly different from what I have read by most people on the forums but I don't think it is outrageous. I have recently come across a lot of different material regarding people using incubus/succubus as weapons/tools. Needless to say your circumstances are unique and I can't really say anything more until I hear more information. Keep in mind, I am fairly new to the world of magic. I started looking up all the information 4 months ago when I first encountered Alexandra. Since then, I have put in a great deal of time exploring a wide range of forums, sites, myths, first-hand encounters, to get some idea of what their capabilities/traits/agenda are. </i> <br />
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<u><b>RRR to me<br />
Feb 18, 2011</b></u><br />
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<span style="color: red;">Your question: Was your roommate male or female- How long had he/she been practicing black magic- How do you know it was in fact black magic- How do you know your roommate sent you the two incubus-</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: red;"> My roommate was female and she became angry with me because I didn't want her "bossing" me around and taking control of my house like I felt she was, and then I eventually had to give her notice because her behavior was inappropriate when she would just scream while I'm sleeping about things she believed was happening to her stuff. So, only since her being in my house had I ever had "black scary" dreams and then "intense sexually stimulated" dreams in which she had entered into to talk to, try to manipulate, and harrass me. Even after she left she continued to enter my dreams. One time there were two dogs and I was on the phone with "her" and she said they were homeless and needed a home. I agreed to take them in and right after that they seemed to have been incubus that came into my real life.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: red;"> </span><br />
<span style="color: red;">Questions regarding your incubus: Have they taught you anything other than sex- Are you serious about "leaving" your incubus- How did you begin hearing (telepathically) the incubus entities- What have they done to prove they exist- Also, what have you tried to get rid of them-</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: red;"> I won the lottery after asking my incubus for lottery numbers which came out exact the next day. Other than that, I haven't learned much else but the type of sex doll/sex slave they trained me and I was comfortable with. Although the voice sounds like mine in my head, the first two incubus there was no doubt they were present because the main guy was very powerful and his voice was strong and demanding. I felt his strong electrical energy thru my whole body. One time when he appeared at work, his conversation was very clear. He also used words I didn't use. Sometimes when I thought I was creating the conversation", I decided to stay quiet and I knew it was not my words when I heard commands very clearly and sometimes things I couldn't say myself.</span></i><br />
<i><span style="color: red;"> </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;"> I did a lot of stuff to "get rid of them" at first and it works but you have to do it every day and be strong and I am easily weak to the attention. I would have to have a good reason to stop completely and I have become in the habit of their nightly visits.</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">thanks for asking! RRR</span></i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR<br />
Feb 21, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Interesting. I have just recently been reading forum posts describing some things that may relate to your situation. I will share what I have with you but unfortunately I don't really have any defensive material that I can recommend because I have never had a chance to use it myself or practice to determine the validity of it.</i><br />
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Did you make a deal with the incubus about the lottery? (I am going to assume you did, regarding your circumstances) I would strongly advise caution when cutting deals with these entities. I have read many forum posts where these deals will often have loop-holes that entities will exploit. (ex. you won the money, then the next day you have some type of financial crisis where it is all wasted) Also do you still talk to your roommate? As for their voices sounding like yours that is something a lot of the people on the forum encounter with their succubus/incubus. Also if you are cutting deals with your incubus, please do not sell your soul, even if you do not believe in the concept! Lol. </i><br />
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Damn, I tried linking you some screen shots of forum posts that people had made that would have been useful to you. Unfortunately, the screen shots were corrupted when I c/p them onto paint and saved them on top of each other. It is going to take me a few hours to relocate them as I spent about that same amount of time reading through all the data. I will send them to you maybe tomorrow or the next day. </i><br />
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<span style="color: red;">RRR to me </span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">Feb 21, 2011</span></b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">Hi. Thanks for trying to send me some interesting info.</i><br />
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I never made a "deal" or trade off for the lottery numbers. I have always wanted to be lucky in the lottery and I have had a lot of dreams in the past that tell me I will win big. I was in an ongoing "relationship" with my "sex friend" and I just asked him if he would be able to give me 4 numbers to win. He said he would "ask" someone else and within a day I had the numbers that I heard clearly and in the dream the guy was handing me the money.</i><br />
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As far as I know I have never signed any contracts and I don't like "agreements" because I don't really know the situation because I can't see from their point of view. But, they may have made me sign something that appeared to be something else in my dream that I don't remember. They keep telling me that there is already a "contract for sex" attached to me to serve whoever I am traded to.<br />
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<i style="color: red;"> I never make a trade to win the lottery for anything because I believe it is my destiny to win big anyway without any manipulation by them. I've already received my 6 lottery numbers in a dream 3 years ago in a special way and I had a lot of dreams reminding me of my future financial security. I'm "in line" to win like everyone else, and its just a matter of time.<br />
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<i style="color: red;"> These sex guys showed up very strongly about six months ago.<br />
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<i style="color: red;">talk to you later! RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR<br />
May 8, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hi again RRR,<br />
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<i>I was reading through some of the forum posts on that forum and noticed a trend among some of the females there and wanted to know if it applied to you as well. Many of the women reported their menstrual cycles changing either from a few days, weeks, or even months. Has this happened with you? Also have any important things occurred since we last talked? </i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
May 9, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">Hi Tilus,<br />
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<i style="color: red;">About the menstrual cycle, I have recently noticed that I have been having mine on the Full Moon. I haven't remembered my pattern before - it would just "happen" and I would take care of it. But, now when I see a full moon, I know I will have it.</i><br />
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Well, I have been told that I cannot talk about my nightly experiences anymore. It is a strict situation. I become uncomfortable and sleepy when I attempt to.</i><br />
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thanks for updating me on what you've noticed.</i><br />
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Has anything new happened with you?<br />
RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR<br />
May 23, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>That's new, I haven't heard that before. Do you suspect the cycle has changed then or do you think you just started paying attention to when it was happening? Yes a few new things have happened since we have last spoke. I made a few breakthroughs in my relationship with them. I'm trusting and loving them more and I feel it being returned mutually. At the same time they are teaching me how to fuse caring/tenderness/love/sexuality together to make divine love. The lessons they give me in the art of love are rare, but I regard them with great respect and consideration. Also, I have begun to see them more clearly during the day. It is like light is bending around their figure. I can't completely make out a figure or shape. It reminds me of the alien from the movie "The Predator", except the invisibility is almost ten times harder to distinguish. </i><br />
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I wanted to ask you if you would mind if I posted our email exchanges on my blog about succubus/incubus and experiences. Of course I would censor your name and personal details (email, etc. etc.) but I thought the story you shared with me might be of use to others who fall into a similar scenario.</i><br />
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Also have you managed to experiment with something called Kundalini yet? I think it is somehow related to succubus and incubus but I don't have all the information yet. </i><br />
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Let me know what you think,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
May 25, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">Hi there. nice to hear your relationship is going well. I don't mind if you share our conversation.<br />
My situation is interesting in that the "head spirit" tells me I will be "integrating" my training into "physical reality" and they have been teaching me to prepare for my next boyfriend who will be dominant and will require the sex I have learned every night, but he will take care of me in every way I need. At first, I realized I was settled into my routine with the spirits and I didn't want to meet a "physical man", but then they reassured me that it was a good thing and I'm excited. They tell me I meet him astrally at night, but I don't have one man that I remember as being the one.</i><br />
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I'll have to tell you how that works out!<br />
RRR</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to RRR<br />
May 25, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Alright thanks! I appreciate it. You can check it out below, if your interested.<br />
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http://succubus-incubus-lilith.blogspot.com/2011/05/email-series-iii-incubus-encounter.html<br />
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What do you mean by "I don't have the one man that I remember as being the one."? Lol. I am finding that phrase hard to follow. </i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>RRR to me<br />
May 25, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">Hi.<br />
ABOUT: What do you mean by "I don't have the one man that I remember as being the one."? Lol. I am finding that phrase hard to follow.<br />
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You're right - that sounds confusing. Since I was told that a "physical man with whom I will bond strongly with and will be my future boyfriend astrally projects to me at night" already, I look for him in my dreams, but I haven't seen the same man repeatedly in my dreams to be able to say it is him. I see different men who appear as "smart leaders" like "they" say he will be, but they never appear as the same looking man. I wonder if we "distort" what we see in dreams.<br />
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I did have a "night spell" one night in which I was deep into a dream state, and I thought I woke up but it was a dream state in which I was fully aware I was in, but furniture and stuff are not exactly as they really are in real life. I saw a man standing in a corner looking at me for a long second or two and I believed it was him, because I asked him "are you sure you want to do this?" (get involved in a relationship). I was attracted to him and hoped he was my next boyfriend!<br />
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You also talked about kundalini energy and you are right! When I use my CHI machine, I have a lot of activity at night. Also, the spirits have taught me how to be in straight spine position and breath closed mouth and down my spine when I have an orgasm. The energy seems to feed them.<br />
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talk to you later! RRR</i></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-43976184235787307832011-07-03T15:33:00.000-07:002011-07-03T15:33:42.219-07:00Email Series II - (Lilith Encounters) [From VVV]<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><u><b>Disclaimer:</b></u></i></div>I acquired the person's consent before publishing the emails that were exchanged. I censored out his/her name and personal information with "VVV" for safety reasons and to retain anonymity. <br />
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Prior to the start of this email, we had been exchanging IM's over MSN. VVV had just told me about a recent encounter he had with Lilith in a dream. He said he became lucid in the dream and tried to have sex with Lilith. It didn't turn out to well. The email starts with me inquring for more information about his dream. (because he wasn't on MSN)<br />
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Also note: AAAAA, PPPPP, and DDDDD are different people.<br />
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<u><b>Tilus to VVV<br />
Feb 26, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>I was thinking about your encounter and I have some questions I wanted to ask.<br />
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Can you tell the difference between Lucid dreaming and AP?<br />
Are you sure it was a lucid dream?<br />
Did Lilith look the same as you saw her when in the first encounters during AP? (like a gargoyle?)<br />
Did you notice any kind of energy drain?<br />
If you were worried about her kissing you then why let her give you a bj and sex? LOL<br />
Did Lilith ever say anything during that encounter?<br />
When Lilith revealed her true form (dark and scary) were her eyes black?<br />
When she turned into the dragon riding form can you describe it a bit better? How was it scary? Why did it make you wake up? etc.<br />
Did the fairies that tried to stop you say anything?<br />
What did the treehouse look like inside and outside? (was there a T.V., empty room, what kind of bed, etc.)<br />
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:3<br />
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Thanks bro,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>VVV to me<br />
Feb 27, 2011</b></u><br />
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I was thinking about your encounter and I have some questions I wanted to ask.<br />
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Q: Can you tell the difference between Lucid dreaming and AP?<br />
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A: For lucid dreaming, i am asleep and will be having a normal dream and then all of a sudden i will realize im dreaming and thats called being lucid. As for AP...i have never actually went to the astral, its just the most popular, wide spread phrase to use when people leave their bodys.<br />
So what do i do? I project out to the etheric realm, not the astral. The etheric realm, is basically earth, everything is the same and looks the same but you can walk through walls and stuff because your not your physical form :P. So it could be said that my energy (soul or mind) has left my body and is walking around earth invisible. Though not invisible to the other beings walking around.<br />
Buts that all confusing and theirs so many theorys about the etheric (or the one realm up from earth, i think the astral is the 3rd, earth being the lowest) so back to your question.<br />
I will either go to sleep and as my body is relaxing i will start to unfortunately fall into a body paralysis state acompanied by a ringing in my ears and its annoying because i will break out of it and toss and turn to wake myself up abit, only to fall into it again when i start relxing though this has not happend in ages (though it kinda did last night but ill come to that).<br />
The other one, is when i wake up from sleep into a full body paralysis. I will be there in my bed (mostly in the morning) just not being able to move with a ringing in my ears (sometimes only a slight ring, sometimes a really strong ring). So its either after or before sleep. Back when it first started it was more before sleep then after.<br />
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Q: Are you sure it was a lucid dream?<br />
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A: When i become lucid during a dream, i can do what ever i want and wake myslef up at any time (no longer does my sub conciousness hold the steering wheel). I like to talk to my dream people sometimes. One time i became lucid...and i was telling the people in my dream that im from a different dimension and that i will be gone soon, when i wake back into my dimension, because i can only come into theirs when i fall asleep in my dimension. haha that made me laugh. But yeah i know my lucid dreams and she was in it before i was lucid, though i just thought it was one of my dream people when i became lucid, so i decided to have sex with this hot blonde who was with me my whole dream.<br />
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Q: Did Lilith look the same as you saw her when in the first encounters during AP? (like a gargoyle?)<br />
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A: She never looks like a gargoyle type creature in my dreams but when i project out she does but she also changes her image when i come out. Like last time she was latino (your favourite :P) skinned but i couldnt see her head or anything just her arms and torso because i was being hurt and i was all ?!?!?! to be taking in the sights.<br />
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Q: Did you notice any kind of energy drain?<br />
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A: Every fucking morning man :( mmm these last two nights though ive ejaculated in my dreams and its so troublesome waking up after peaking in a orgasm to have to clean myself up then i go back to bed because yes, i feel really drained.<br />
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Q: If you were worried about her kissing you then why let her give you a bj and sex? LOL<br />
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A: Its sex in my dream and unfortunately im not lucid. I have no control. Though she tried to kiss me once in my dream and it went really fucked up and i woke up out of fear because i simply felt loads of fear, when i was like, one inch away from her lips and it woke me dead straight. Its normally rubbing and jacking off to get my sperm though, hardly any sex.<br />
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Q: Did Lilith ever say anything during that encounter?<br />
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A: Nope but when she changed from the hot blonde it was like, i was on some sort of fucking alter, ready for some ritual, lying down on top of this tree balcony type thing with a platform on top (i was on the platform) with this bad ass looking lilith by my side so i yelled holy crap (i never yell holy crap?) and woke up.<br />
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Q: When Lilith revealed her true form (dark and scary) were her eyes black?<br />
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A: Black... mmmm very dark eyes yes.... but like black with red pupils i think (they were more than one colour i think) because they shinned very bright but they were dark if that makes sense. Very powerful looking eyes...menacing....infact it was probably the eyes that startled me most and woke me up. Im sure she had black wings also or something.<br />
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Q: When she turned into the dragon riding form can you describe it a bit better? How was it scary? Why did it make you wake up? etc.<br />
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A: Dragon riding form? is that what it was? Basically the whole eye thing^^^ When she changed i looked into her eyes and she to mine and i was like OMFG, they would make itachis eyes looks like that kittens from shrek. She had black long hair as well and pale skin, like white/grey. I swear i remember her having wings also. Just tried looking for a picture and this one is superb in the description im trying to explain... <br />
http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?imgurl=https://d44ytnim3cfy5.cloudfront.net/assets/2983115/lightbox/lilith-sitepic.jpg%3F1297150370&imgrefurl=https://marketplace.secondlife.com/p/Dionysus-Lilith-Complete-Demon-Avatar/1918271&usg=__JKbzVXPijWlY9z86cppKMR-ODBo=&h=481&w=700&sz=56&hl=en&start=95&zoom=1&tbnid=gHI4h2-MeC-uVM:&tbnh=132&tbnw=173&ei=UN9pTYLvHNPa4AbTjcTfCQ&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dlilith%2BDEMON%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26biw%3D1024%26bih%3D584%26tbs%3Disch:10%2C2346&um=1&itbs=1&iact=rc&dur=274&oei=H99pTfycIIiAhQfZ0rnBDQ&page=6&ndsp=17&ved=1t:429,r:7,s:95&tx=112&ty=78&biw=1024&bih=584<br />
Those eyes were likes hers, dark but shiney. She looked waaaaay more scary than that though. Her whole aura just changed to powerful and menacing<br />
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Q: Did the fairies that tried to stop you say anything?<br />
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A: ARRRRGGHHHH :(:(:( i squashed and killed one (i think by accident) and i herd one say "I HATE YOU" when i did that. They were bothering me when i tried getting to that tree house balcony platform thing. Telling me to stop etc and i paid no attention to them, and they were really after mine. I feel bad at myself for that, i really do. All that was on my mind was sex with this blonde :(<br />
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Q: What did the treehouse look like inside and outside? (was there a T.V., empty room, what kind of bed, etc.)<br />
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A: It was in the back garden, of this grand, white stone house. The back garden was sqaure and had a huge tree with a platform at the top of this tree built into it (not so much house so a...tree platform?:P). There were green cactus like vines around the perimeter of this sqaure garden leading up to the platform in the tree. I cant remember it to well. But on that platform would be a good place to have sex with this girl because nobody will bother us there....is all i was thinking when i was lucid. I even thought of things to do in my lucid state but i thought having sex with this blonde girl is the best thing to do right now.<br />
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Last night i woke up in the middle of the night and i was paralized really bad but i kept shaking out of it but sometimes it would nearly win and it was around those times i could feel things around me trying to grab me. It lasted for ages. Even when i broke completely free and started to continue with my sleep i would instantly fall back into it, the second i relaxed. I think something really wanted me out last night, its rare these types of paralysis attacks would happen but lately at night ive been hearing voices, just when im about to drift off and its always a girls voice (i herd "im trying to possess you" and ive herd "what do you want" though im working with this because im 75% sure its just me but ill let you know how it goes). I think lilith can induce paralysis. It really felt like a fight. When i eventually went back to sleep, i had a wet dream where i just stared at my dick and it gradually got hard and then ejaculated without any help haha, I never thought that was possible.<br />
anyway i hope i helped.<br />
Also im really into this song because rihanna is so mezmorizing in this, shes perfect but anyway i take this song as a message from lilith.<br />
alot of the big stars out there sell their soul to satan for fame and glory and alot of musicians report being unaware of what they write and do concerning their songs. Big example was The Doors and rolling stones and ac dc though i still love their music...theres way more influence in the music industry than meets the eye.<br />
At the start its all symbolzing wind and the whole place has kinda been edited to look like a desert and then through out the video its all roses roses roses and then a big super duper rose. The balloons are like orbs around her as well, ive seen orange and black orbs before in my room. She has a spark/energy put into her (absorbed) at the end while shes dancing around in the black (abyss) with all different type of energy being created around her.<br />
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_CH3jb39Qu8 read the lyrics and then watch the video...i dunno it could just be me but they hide it out in the open all the time. Im sure this song is dedicated to lilith. Or its just a coincidence.<br />
Avoir for now buddy :)</i><br />
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Tilus to VVV<br />
Mar 4, 2011</b></u><br />
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I just got done reading this book on AP. It's a pretty good read and I wanted to give you the link via google books (although there are large gaps of pages missing)<br />
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http://books.google.com/books?id=YgTyylRNV4oC&pg=PA106&dq=journey+out+of+the+body&hl=en&ei=yPBwTaKaK8WEtgeBoNz2Dg&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=2&ved=0CDkQ6AEwAQ#v=onepage&q=journey%20out%20of%20the%20body&f=false<br />
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Enjoy! =P</i><br />
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="color: red;">VVV</span> to me<br />
Mar 7, 2011</span></b></u><i style="color: red;"><br />
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ive read quite alot on monroe, but not that book, thanks.<br />
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also this is one of the first books i read on lilith<br />
http://www.pagebypagebooks.com/George_MacDonald/Lilith/<br />
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wiki quote<br />
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"George MacDonald (10 December 1824 – 18 September 1905) was a Scottish author, poet, and Christian minister"<br />
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"Lilith is considered among the darkest of MacDonald's works, and among the most profound. It is a story concerning the nature of life, death, and salvation. Many believe[who?] that MacDonald is arguing for Christian universalism, or the idea that all will eventually be saved."<br />
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its quite a awesome story that goes deep about the astral (guy goes through a mirror to get to the place where he goes) and other things.<br />
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anyway<br />
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Im being attacked by some sort of witch person with henchmen in my dreams as of late, for instance last night....<br />
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I was with a bunch of girls then i started running away from them down this grass hill, one of the girls ran after me and when she caught up it was decided that we would have sex. So im walking around carrying this girl in my arms looking for a place to have sex, then all of a sudden i become lucid....So im like ahaha finally im lucid again then i think, fuck sex im not wasting this opportunity to explore by just having sex, so i put the girl down and im thinking of what to do. Then this old witch looking woman pops out of no where (i think it may have been the girl) and shoots this spell at me and im paralized instantly and my dick starts cumming little bits but its doesnt feel good or anything and i wasnt aroused so i dont know how she did that. So im getting really angry but i cant do jack shit, some things were said but i cant remember, eventually they started to walk away and i wake up but when i did, i saw them in my room just over my bed slowly fading away watching me, so i stuck my middle finger up at them, out of anger because thats all i could do. I was met with a look of laughter mixed with, your going to regret that, so i ended up saying sorry shortly after.<br />
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This woman about a half a year ago came into my dream and paralized me (then she hugged me:S) but i thought nothing of it when i woke up, just that fact that it was highly weird for one of my own dream people to be able to do that. But now its happend about three times recently and everytime it does, my dick seems to donate sperm when im in this paralysis state. Basically beings are starting to come into my dreams especially when i become lucid (which is more often) and it all starts going tits up. Like i was running away from this guy who was trying to scare me with a knife and was planning on killing me, so i flew into the air saying "haha i can fly so unlucky" and he said so can i and so he did and was flying at me with a knife. I woke up again thinking wtf how the hell could he do that, flying was my ace of spades to get away from any crap (when im alowed to fly that is) and now its not :(. Also two nights ago i had these people around me with razor blades gently slicing me to draw blood and it was really hurting, exactly like it would in real life so i was like wtf. Also last night i had another one of those wet dreams where i didnt even touch my dick, i was just watching two girls having oral sex and i oragasmed from watching. In other words my dreams are starting to become really, really fucked up.<br />
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I think this old woman is lilith but she changes her appearence so much what am i to think? Just for shits and giggles, to confuse and mess with me. Ive became a vegan now and i wont touch junk food either but thats because i took dmt the other day and it wouldnt let me in (i wasnt ready) until i sorted out my willpower and discipline on unhealthy things for my body and mind. Im also trying to store sexual energy but its impossible because im more or less having a wet dream every night.<br />
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anyway, hope your well buddy, avoir :)</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to VVV<br />
Mar 23, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Alright couple of things,<br />
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I managed to find PPPPP email address on another forum. He was the guy who on evocation magick said that Lilith takes the form of your perfect dream woman. He said he had many adventures with her over time. Then he said he didn't realize how "truly" evil she was until she revealed her intentions years later. (Not quoted word for word, but roughly) He also made that post about astral/dream sex to avoid Lilith and her children.<br />
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Anyway I sent him an email first to confirm if he was in-fact the same PPPPP from the forum and he responded saying he was. Then I sent a second email describing my story and what had happened so far with Lilith/Alexandra. No response. I then sent a third email telling him it was ok if he didn't want to talk about it, but to tell me how he managed to get rid of her. No response. Ok, so now I am starting to think Lilith must have done something pretty fucking horrible/evil in order to make some of these people so scarred about even discussing it. Lol, which isn't a good sign. <br />
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Also I came across another site that sheds more light on Lilith. It's a yahoo discussion group dedicated to Astrology/Talismans/Amulets and their making. The owner of the group tried to make a Lilith magical mirror. Apparently he tried to mass produce them (I think that was his intention) but, after he made the third mirror he had developed "the worst case of vertigo" in his life. He stayed in bed for the next 24 hours stricken with some kind of energy/unknown sickness immediately after making the third mirror. He then went and took the mirror and buried it at a nearby crossroad. That didn't fix help his condition. So he then dug it up and than broke the mirror into separate pieces and then reburied it. That seemed to stop the effects because immediately after he finished he said he felt relieved and better. Anyway, he is selling one of the two mirrors he still has. <br />
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Link for mirror: <br />
http://www.renaissanceastrology.com/lilithmirror.html#A<br />
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Link to yahoo discussion group:<br />
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Spiritus_Mundi/msearch?query=lilith&pos=0&cnt=10 (note you might want to type Lilith into the search box to make searching easier)<br />
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Also a new site I ran into while messing with google:<br />
http://www.ariyas.net/ToCL/lam/index.html<br />
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Anything new been happening? I've started to notice everytime I close my eyes I can see shadows/figures moving. In my peripheral vision I am starting to see things moving as well. Also VVV I think your diet is suited towards awakening Kundalini. The energy guru I am in contact with (DDDDD) said that the leafy types of food, (green food) is supposed to help awaken that. :P <br />
Peace!<br />
~Tilus~</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>VVV to me<br />
Mar 24, 2011</b></u><br />
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I hope this PPPPP does reply it looks like he had some useful info but if hes not replying because hes scared something may happen to him then what the hell was it that made him freak out to begin with? This has me worried that alot of people involved with lilith have had something bad happen to them. I really hope PPPPP replies though.<br />
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Man those mirrors...mmm they sound pretty good if a demon cant lie but that bloke got attacked... but how? i didnt think that would be possible? Its like being attacked for making ouija boards. These mirrors must be bad ass then im guessing.<br />
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the other night around my friends, 3/4 days ago, i finished my second bowl (bong) of weed and what came next was this weird feeling like i was tripping. I had never felt this feeling before on weed so i thought it was because i had not done a bong in ages and that it just went to my head, more than it already does. Anyway my paranoia went sky high on all sorts of stupid things but mainly on the shit thats been happening to me. Then i started tripping for real...the space from my waist to the floor looked about 1 foot. Then i stood up from the bed and lilith popped into my head with the rest of my paranoia and then it all kicked off, i could not get her out of my head and then i started to get real scared, i was losing my mind there and then. I had this feeling in my chest and it was pure fear spreading throughout my entire being and it was getting worse and worse, so much that i thought i was being possessed because i had no control over my thoughts, and my actions were twitchy and just not normal. I thought shit, the more fearfull i am, the more this being will eat away at it and gain power (or something along those lines) but the fear just kept on growing and the more it did the more ide fear. My heart was going insane and hurting and my eyes felt strange because i could feel them inside my head and they were hot.<br />
So i sit down and then my head begins to ring and buzz and i get this feeling/thought, like a spider just nawed its way into my head (i think it was a astral spider) and then this ball of energy was inside my head and it was doing something...anway i started thinking about god and all sorts of things to help me out and i thought of prayer but in the end i sat down on the floor (to better ground myself) and just started saying stuff like...im really humble right now...:S<br />
anyway my friend throughout this was in a bad state after his 2nd bowl and i thought he was being attacked along with me (it deffinately felt like i was attacked) so i kept trying to talk with him but he was just mumbling so it made me confirm that he was possibly going through the same shit (turned out he wasnt). I was tripping pretty bad at this point, so i was trying to ask him, if we had just somehow took those amanita mushrooms we were looking at, or if our bongs were spiked with salvia etc etc i thought we had taking some sort of psychedelic besides weed because i had never had this happen before.<br />
I think i had my first panic attack which kinda purged me of all the shit ive been hounded by and im also 99% sure lilith made it alot worse and had something to do with it because i felt fear to and from the core and i knew she loved it. It could have been her that spurred it on.<br />
Also when i got home and went to bed, my bed was shaking abit and then near down by my feet it was buzzing/vibrating and its never done that before. I also saw spiders and ive never seen them before going to sleep, only upon waking. Man these freaking spiders though? So hard to get info on them and today i saw a huge (basket ball) one when i woke up.<br />
But...on http://www.templeoftheblacklight.net/library/lilith/arachnidia_lilith.html it talks about spiders (zachalilim) and it really doesnt sound good :(<br />
If i ever project out ive got the feeling that i may get trapped in a web and then god knows what...<br />
anyway i think that event opened me up more that night.<br />
No other news apart from that though. Mmmm im guna eat more leafy greens, cheers dude :)<br />
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peace :)</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to VVV<br />
Mar 25, 2011</b></u><br />
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I don't think PPPPP is going to respond. If he was, it would have been immediately. I recoken he is worried that there will be consequences for interfering. AAAAA mentioned that he was trying to help other people and he was warned by messengers of the entities not to interfere or there would be actions taken against him.<br />
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As for the mirror. I think the reason he got attacked/hurt was because he was trying to mass produce them to make money. I think Lilith didn't like that so she stepped in. That mirror he is selling is probably genuine, but I suspect there might be powerful effects happening to the person who uses it that could severely affect their mental state.<br />
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When Lilith jumped into your mind did she say anything? Was there any kind of discussion? Anything that you observed that might have shed some new knowledge about her? As for the fear thing spreading, yes I felt the same thing. When I first encountered Lilith on the 3 day period of non-stop sex without food or sleep, I thought I was going to die. I felt her enjoying the fear and getting excited, causing her to ramp up the sex even more.<br />
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I want you to keep something in mind though. None of these entities have the power to directly kill or harm you. She might be able to do lot's of things to induce fear but as long as you remember that you will not be killed by her it should counteract the fear giving you a feeling of safety. <br />
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According to Liber Lilith, there is a part about a persons fear exciting Lilith's lust. (i'm pretty sure it's under the "song of Lilith") Although I am not sure why or how that works. </i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>VVV to me<br />
Mar 29, 2011</b></u><br />
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Nothing was said, my mind was all over the place as to what i was going through and i was literally losing my mind and she was enjoying it and as my fear built up the more she liked it. The whole thing lasted about 30 minutes but the first 10 minutes was the worst. I was thinking, shit.... is this really lilith or has some angel or demon type being etc, came into this room to attack me?... (like give me a telling off?). It really did feel like something was throwing its cloak of fear over me. I know now that if i do bongs to quick, im more open (and vunerable) i guess...<br />
Entities told off AAAAA? wow i never knew that... every human has a right to help another human no?, they could have been lying about the action they would take but then again its a risk...<br />
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I reckon these entities can harm (not sure how much harm) you a little if you cross certain lines with them, i remember when she was hurting me because of my disrespect, and i read about this guy on spirit sex getting his balls pinched (:O) but maybe theres a limit to there harm, like those two things were nothing but i doubt they can break your leg etc...that type of harm. as for killing, yeah i agree, no deaths seem to have come up.<br />
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Though i read the other day...this person (http://users.erols.com/bcccsbs/lilith1.htm) was saying that lilith is/could be responsible for SIDS http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sudden_infant_death_syndrome. Does she really have some sort of power over infants when they are born for a certain numbers of days like stated or is that myth? Sids is unexplainable and loads of people back in the day (some still do) would protect there new borns against lilith with certain things.<br />
Also i read this the other day, which im sure is lilith (obizuth) http://one-faith-of-god.org/old_testament/apocrypha/solomon/solomon_0140.htm (you may have read this sorry:()<br />
She says she visits woman in childbirth and she can go into them...i tell you what, it certainly felt like she was inside me (during the first 10 mins) that evening i was attacked. Man its all to vast...but i agree, she cant kill me or you. Like you said, there are rules, if only we had the rule book :(<br />
Anyway hope your well dude speak to ya soon :)</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to VVV<br />
May 1, 2011</b></u><br />
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I will give you a short run-down of everything that has happened to me so far.<br />
I had read these two things online about 1-2 weeks ago.<br />
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http://mysuccubuslove.wordpress.com/about/<br />
http://hubpages.com/hub/my-love-for-Liliths-daughter-an-update-of-my-relationship-to-a-succubus<br />
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After reading them both and being moved by the pure, raw, and compassionate love, I felt inclined to attempt the same thing with Lilith & and the succubus. I told them from my heart that I was going to love them unconditionally, and trust them fully. I said I didn't care if they were demons, that the love was still going to exist and triumph over that. When I did this (and I spoke it from my heart, and truly meant it) that night I felt a raw powerful feeling come over me. I then had the most powerful dry orgasm that lasted 30 seconds to 1 minute with a passionate feeling of love being emitted towards me. I was overwhelmed and felt like crying from the love hitting me in my chest. Then I felt the words, "I love you very much" being directed towards me in my mind.<br />
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Ever since then, nothing but positive experiences have happened between Lilith, Alexandra, and another succubus I refer to as "Lady". The other day I went and bought three roses, one for each, and that seemed to make them happy. I even took things a bit further. One night while I was lying in bed, I started to picture tender scenes of love with each one. First I did it with Alex and then Lady, and then when I reached Lilith in my mind, it was kinda humorous. (in my imagination) I looked at her, and she seemed unsure, so I said, "Hey, Badass! Come over and give me some sugar!" =P Then I got a strong feeling of love directed towards me along with some soothing caresses. My dreams have been wonderful. Not filled with sexual scenes or anything, but I know they have been taking parts as characters in my dreams. Most of the time it's humorous or an adventure, nothing bad or scary happens. Although, I will say I am certainly looking forward to lucid dreaming one night and meeting them all. I did thank them for being so kind, patient, and tender with me. I have gotten a lot of tremendous insight from being with them all and I thank them dearly for that.<br />
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Anyway, just felt like I should mention that, haven't talked to you in a bit. How are things going?</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>VVV to me<br />
May 2, 2011</b></u><br />
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<span style="color: red;">Awesome dude, i hope things stay cool, unconditional love is what we should all strive for. Things are going good for me, ive had no interaction of anything unusual for a while now.</span><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">Those guys from those links seem happy, its good to read some positive info on these matters. Love sneaks into any amount of darkness. I feel no different from the healing i had (though i have not halucinated/saw anything upon waking for a while now) but shes booked me in for another one because i had all sorts of shit wrong with me apparently and one wasnt enough :S but i suppose only time will tell. If anything happens at my end and is worth mentioning to you ill let you know buddy.</span><br style="color: red;" /><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">Peace </span></i><br />
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Tilus to VVV<br />
May 8, 2011</b></u><br />
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New update.<br />
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About 1-2 weeks ago I told you I bought roses for Lilith/Alex/Lady. Well they finally started to perish, and rather than just throw them in the trash I decided to do something special. I took a large metal tea mixing spoon for pitchers and delicately grabbed the three roses and put them into a bag. Then I walked about 10 minutes down some metro tracks near my area to some run-down warehouses. I was looking for a soil rich area. When I came to the first location I felt a strong excited vibration inside of me. I took that to mean the area was suitable to bury the roses.<br />
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So I spent the next five or ten minutes digging through the dirt with the large spoon. I got my hands quite dirty trying to dig an area deep enough and long enough to fit all the roses in. When I finished digging, I kissed each rose separately and thought of a loving memory that I had with each succubus. When I started to place them inside the buried area, I heard an owl nearby hoot twice. I didn't bother looking around, but I knew Lilith was watching. Anyway, I felt very touched by them all when I did this. I could even feel one of them warmly grab my hand as I walked home. It was very sweet.<br />
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So that night a couple of interesting things happened. First when I went to lay down in bed, I could see a faint outline of something above me while I had my eyes open. It was like a transparent figure of a person(s). I couldn't see the full shape, but I could see movement. The physical touching sensations were much stronger. I could feel a lot more than I normally could on previous nights. After we had our fun while I was awake I decided it was time for bed. I went to sleep for a little while and had a dream about a show called "Chuck". I dreamt that I encountered the blond chick from the show and we were fighting crime or something. Then her body turned into robotic movement, and I think I recall a brunette there too. I'm going to assume the two were Alexandra and Lady because of what happened next. I woke up from the dream and I was lucid in my body. I was lying down, and then something odd happened. I felt like I was pulled up by my ankles. It was Lilith. She took a very misty kind of form that I couldn't make out. What ended up happening, she grabbed me by both of my ankles and then started to spin me around my bed like a top. At the time, I thought I was completely awake. It turns out later, that it was an OBE and she pulled me out of my body. My surroundings were real when it happened. While she was spinning me she was aggressively rubbing and caressing me so much it made the pleasure excruciating. It was kinda humorous now that I think about it. There was nothing painful or bad that happened. The pleasure was just to much for me to take and I had to tell her to stop. She then would stop briefly and then start up again. She was also doing some type of extreme massage to my butt area that at first I suspected her of penetrating me, but she wasn't. She was just hardcore massaging every muscle/fiber/atom in my pelvic area. She was being very erotic. Lol. I had to keep telling her to slow down, because I couldn't handle the insane amount of pleasure she was overloading my body with. After a couple of bouts of this, I told her I loved her. I felt a good reaction come out of here. I'm not sure if I went back to sleep at this point. Because the next part made no sense. I then pictured her as a baby. Small enough to hold in my hand. She looked like a figurine but at the same time humanish. There were violet/redish dots and marks all over the baby's body. I took the baby into the kitchen looking for an eggbox to put it in. I was trying to give it a home, but the eggbox was broken and had yolk all over it. Then I woke up. I do suspect that after I told Lilith I loved her, that I snapped out of the OBE and then re-entered dream state. I woke up immediately after and tried to record as much as I could.<br />
Also how is that electrical presence around you going VVV? A while back you said you felt something on your shoulder all the time. Is that still there or did it go away?</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>VVV to me <br />
May 9, 2011</b></u><br />
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I wonder if she can pull people out when ever she wants? Ive fought against sleep paralysis many times, so it makes me wonder, can she/they induce that state?. Yeah im getting that shoulder thing right now, its like a tingling sensation under the skin but also on top of the skin, its been there everyday since it started and it comes and goes.<br />
I saw her this morning or thats if it was her, but a woman with long black hair (this hair is like nearly 2 meters long) was morphing into my surroundings when i woke up and that has not happend for a while.<br />
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I wonder if you'll be able to project out now or have them help you? You could ask soooo many questions, Im to scared to venture out, if i have the chance, i always bottle out of it. :( </i><br />
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May 23, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hey VVV, I am going to be maintaining an ongoing blog about all this stuff. Would it be ok if I posted our email conversations on there? Of course, I will censor any personal information that you have given me. (ex. Name, etc.) <br />
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Thanks,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>VVV to me <br />
May 24, 2011</b></u><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to XXXXX<br />
Apr 21, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hi XXXXX,<br />
I was just curious to gain a little bit more information about your relationship with your succubus and Lilith in general.<br />
I have encountered Lilith herself and her daughters but I am sorta stuck in a rut and am looking for some guidance with someone that might be willing to share information. Please drop me an email if you could be so kind.<br />
Thanks,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>XXXXX to me<br />
Apr 23, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">hi tilus,<br />
what info are you seeking? my succubus wife the daughter of lilith tells me there was a 'problem' when you encountered her mother.</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to XXXXX<br />
Apr 24, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>I've wrote a lot in forums and emails about my encounters with Lilith and her daughters. If your really interested I can share everything, but I warn you it is a very long read. (might take you anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour or two to go through all the things I have written)<br />
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Short Summary:<br />
1st Month<br />
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I encountered a succubus named Alexandra (public name, not private) about half a year ago. I had never been in a serious relationship and was still a virgin when this happened. We had explosive sex for the first couple of days that left me completely tired and worn out. Afterwords, things went really smooth. I started doing research on the topic, I was really enjoying my relationship with Alex. Then I started to get more 'curious' and started testing limitations. I tried to make a recording of her on EVP. Apparently that wasn't such a good thing to do. I caught a heated argument between Alex and an incubus. Alex kept saying things like, "Uhhhh, he kept asking!" and then the incubus would respond in some weird tongue (angelic?) and scold her. I could also hear large amounts of screaming, almost as if Alex was being tortured/punished because of me. That night, the incubus joined us in bed. It was a shocking and deeply uncomfortable moment. I couldn't get him to go away, and Alex didn't seem like she minded. So I gave in. The next day he was gone, and me and Alex resumed our normal sexual relationship. <br />
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2nd Month<br />
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I started coming across occult/magick information regarding succubus and incubus. The incubus seldom joined us in bed and Alex and I were starting to rev up some of my spiritual experiences. I started to feel my third eye opening and started to feel things like chakra and energy inside my body. I found some good genuine accounts of people encountering succubus and incubus on the web. I also came across a lot of Lilith information.<br />
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3rd Month<br />
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This is when things started to go downhill. I encountered a very sexually arousing text of a grimoir talking about Lilith. After reading it, I started to lust after her. During that night, I woke up in the middle of sleep, to both the incubus and Alex beside me chanting something and then I felt a presence know as Lilith appear. Alex and the incubus disappeared, then for the next three days I had the most rawest, addicting, and excruciating nearly continuous sex with Lilith. The end result was that I felt like it was becoming dangerous to my health. This did not happen when I first encountered Alexandra. The sex was good, but she let me sleep and eat food. When I first encountered Lilith, I got around 8 hours of sleep in that 72-84 hour period. I felt motivated to eat very little and had to force myself to eat. (I had like, two bowls of ramen, and one bowl of oatmeal in that period) The food made me feel disgusted, not in the sense that it tasted horrible, but in the way that you would feel like eating when you are full. I had an overwhelming urge to avoid eating, even though I knew I was practically starving my body. I 'forced' myself to eat spoonful after spoonful because I knew my body needed it even though my overwhelming urge was to not eat anything. Towards the end, I could not sleep or eat, and was starting to panic and freak out realizing that I would eventually die if things continued. (seriously, not joking) I then started to feel a large amount of fear because I could not stop having the addicting sex with Lilith. Lilith responded to that fear with excitement. I could tell she was immensely enjoying my fear and panic and started to rev up the intensity of the pleasure. I then took a drastic action and forced myself to ejaculate to give me a moment of clarity. I then resorted to the methods suggested by some people on forums to get rid of her. I don't want to go into tremendous detail but the next couple of hours felt like it was a vicious battle over my willpower. I prayed and kept praying asking for some help. Then after resisting her sexual advances for the rest of the night, I was assisted by what felt like angels. They were able to get rid of her presence, completely. At the time I asked for a talisman to be blessed, and it was. I got sleep, ate food, rested, etc. After a couple of days, I started to recall how good the pleasure felt, and then secretly lusted for Lilith back again. Just like she heard my thoughts, she reappeared. The sex was not the same intensity as before, it felt like there was a safeguard in place. <br />
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4th Month<br />
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I became frustrated with the things that happened. I felt like I had betrayed Alexandra, then I tried to talk to Lilith about it. I did insult her, but it wasn't with malicious intent. I could feel her fury, for a few seconds after I called her "a fool" for claiming to know the secret desires of that exist in my heart and which ones I would act upon. I got a little reckless, I wanted to show her I was serious. As a sign of trust for Lilith, I took off the talisman that I had being wearing every since the encounter that I felt was inhibiting Lilith's ability to sex me up to a large amount of intensity. I told her I wanted Alexandra back, and I didn't have any interest in 'Lilith' herself anymore. She granted my request. I immediately felt Alex's presence in the room. I then was overjoyed to be with her again. I got to spend an entire day reuniting myself with her. Then that night, something felt off. I could feel Alex get nervous and she for some reason stopped having sex with me. Then while lying in bed wondering what happened, I felt Lilith's presence near me. Then I was struck with some kind of telepathic realization that I was now going to be tested for my commitment to Alexandra and see if it was 'pure'. I managed to resist her seductions for hours, but in the end, I finally gave in. <br />
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5th Month<br />
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While being with Lilith she lead me to all sorts of occult/magick information about her. I learned a lot about sex magick, her background and just things in general. I got pissed at Lilith because of all the online forums saying that people had really negative experiences with her. I was mad because it seemed like she tried to destroy her former lovers. There were some really cruel and malicious things people said she did to them. That caused me to attempt to get rid of her again. In one of the books I had read, a sign of devotion for her was to burn a Hebrew bible. It was also stated that she loves roses. So I decided to do the opposite, and was going to attempt to burn a dozen roses as a sign of rebellion. My plan was to burn a rose a day for every day I resisted her attempts at seduction and then at the end do a ritual for a separation/divorce of union to remove her from my presence. I didn't do this because I feared her. I did it because I didn't think her intentions were benevolent. What ended up happening, after the first night I resisted her seductions I had the most surreal dream. There was a very attractive red-haired woman. She was gorgeous, but I feel that she had been alive for a long time. I was lying with her on this bed that was located in a room that was fit for a queen/princess. She was talking to me, telling me some stuff that seemed pretty heartfelt. It felt like she was very lonely and didn't want me to leave. (that's the jist of the convo) Then a few seconds before I woke up, I could feel her immense sadness/loneliness at not wanting me to proceed with my intentions. I am certain this was Lilith, and to save you some reading, I didn't fully go through with the intended ritual. Later in the month, I wanted to make a loose request. I wanted to be with Lilith and Alexandra but spend time with each of them separately. So I asked to spend alternate days with them alone. Prior to this, I know I hadn't/wasn't with Alexandra at all. I then felt alternate presences of them both during those days.<br />
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6th-7th Month<br />
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I gave up on the former request because I felt confused, unsure, and lost. I didn't know what I wanted, if my intentions were right, or even if I made a decision if I could stick with it. Since the Lilith seduced me saga during the 4th month when I was trying to be pure with my intentions towards Alex she has given some kind of mandate against me. None of her daughters have had sexual intercourse with me because I think Lilith forbids it. I have noticed that I have been visited by different daughters of her because of their personalities when they interact with me. I'm not sure if Alex still visits me or not, currently.<br />
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Currently<br />
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I know you may be reading this and see the heavy theme of lust regarding myself. I know that's true. The whole experience was new to me and I was exploring avenues. I felt like I couldn't fully trust Lilith or her daughters because they had full access to my thoughts, motives, everything, while I had little information (that mostly was negative) regarding them. The biggest problem I had was with some of the extremities that Lilith had done to people on forums. I could not understand in my heart or mind, why she just wouldn't leave the person instead of causing significant harm to the person. The intentions of succubus/incubus/Lilith was a mystery to me. Were people merely cattle that they preyed on, or did they truly love them? I sincerely hoped the latter, but I wasn't ready to attempt to trust them. My interactions with Lilith and her kin have shown me that lust by itself is not good. Lilith had a very mischievous and humorous way of showing me this. One example, she spent roughly an hour caressing me down there until I was all relaxed on the bed, nice and comfy. I was fully erect and lusting for her to give me oral... She violently gnashed her teeth on the tip of my penis. I jumped up out of the bed, in pain. Lol. <br />
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I learned some truth about love, just these past few days. In your hub, a man posted a link to a guy who kept a diary about his encounters with his succubus wife. After reading it, I realized I was searching for that love, and wanted it, but felt like I couldn't obtain. It made me depressed. His love for his succubus seemed so pure and innocent that he truly obtained a quality of love unimaginable that was so mythological spoken about in books and in poems. He had complete trust in his succubus, and loved her dearly. I then, knew. If I wanted the same type of love, I was going to have to trust and love unconditionally. That's just what I did a few nights ago. Saying the words alone, has no meaning. I felt that in my heart. I said I didn't care for the intentions, I was going to love them regardless, and...trust them fully. At this time I felt like one succubus had been around me for the past week(s). I then felt a strong feeling of warmth and tenderness being emitted from her to me and I returned it as well. What has occurred these past few nights is something that words won't do justice in describing. I learned that with love, lust is healthy to have but it should not be the primary focus. It's like the background music to a song, while love is the main singer and lyrics. And if I were to define love in one sentence as best as I could, "love is tenderness and caring." which the succubus I have interacted with the past few days has shown me. Also, love is like a rose. It takes time before it blossoms, but during that time you attend to it with caring and tenderness so that it reaches it's blossom stage. Right now I'm being taught this and am learning willingly and happily. I understand that Lilith is like a momma bear and she get's grizly when shit goes down and tries to defend her cubs. (haha) I have the uttermost respect for her because some of the things she has done to me that I couldn't figure out the reasons for, but then it becomes clear later. <br />
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That's pretty much everything wrapped in a bun.<br />
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Something that does baffle me though, are there multiple Lilith's or is that Lilith the same one? I know there is a older Lilith from the one in my dream that I mentioned. I also encountered a younger one, who acted like a child. There is also Lilith the bride of Samuel. You said that there are some good and bad succubus, and yet all of them are the daughters of Lilith? How does all of that work? Right now, I'm not sure what to think about monogamy. It has nothing to do with lust. Just free love. I'm not even sure if I am seeing the same succubus every night, regardless that doesn't stop me from showering the potential new visitor in unconditional love and trust and the feeling is returned. I reemphasize again, the lust aspect is not the goal. Also for my future, I do want to have kids and a family. I feel like I will be able to share this love with a potential human spouse one day. I'm not sure how it's going to work out. The succubus (or succubi) that have been around me when I have had thoughts about this haven't reacted negatively to it. I still lack a direct line of communication but I feel as if it's getting better. Overall my experiences have been great for learning and I hope that any potential succubus partners I have come across have enjoyed my company. Kudos to Lilith for being patient with me. :3 <br />
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Any additional information that you think might be useful regarding my situation, please share. <br />
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I would appreciate it and thanks for reading,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>XXXXX to me<br />
Apr 26, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">hi tilus,<br />
I don't know what to say. but nice journal. I've been with mine over a year. but she tells me she has been with me since I was a teenager. encounters with Lilith for me has been limited. when she comes. I tell her I love my succubus her daughter. she I sense is happy with that. so she leaves me. my succubus and I have entered a very tense level in our relationship. yes there are many Liliths. the one that has been with me I sense means me no harm. hasn't maded any demands in destroying a bible. ( I read a jewish one myself as well as the quran.). as of yet. most of the info on Liliths I learned is on one of my hubpages XXXXXX however what I learhed I briefly summarized:<br />
there is a lilith that is also the first eve. she is lilith zahriel wife of adam qadmon. the heavenly man.<br />
the other lilith is the first wife of adam in genesis chapters 1 and 2. although kabbalists say the first chapther applys to adam qadmon as well. this lilith is the sister of eve.<br />
the third lilith is the female aspect of one of the satans name samael. she was the one who used the serpent to get to eve. and caused lilith of the second adam to leave him. and sleep with many demons. but later left them when he seduced eve as the serpent,.<br />
there is division between the sons and daughters of lilith same good some evil. </i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to XXXXX<br />
Apr 26, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Do you know which Lilith your succubus mother claims to be? Also, did she mention what exactly the 'problem' was when I encountered her mother? Many things come to thought when I think about it, but nothing sticks out.<br />
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Anyway, thanks for the response.<br />
~Tilus~</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>XXXXX to me<br />
Apr 27, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">mine comes from the first wife of Adam. not the heavenly or cosmic one. hate to say this. but the 'problem' she refered to was that the Lilith that visit you was actually an avatar of Lilith. Lilith doesn't always come. she only comes once or twice. but never always. mine is an avatar herself. uses the name Lilith as a sirname.</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to XXXXX<br />
Apr 27, 2011</b></u><br />
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What do you mean by avatar? </i><br />
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<span style="color: red;">XXXXX to me</span><br style="color: red;" /><span style="color: red;">Apr 27, 2011</span></b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">all daughters of Lilith are avatars. however a few become a specialized avatars of Lilith. they carry Lilith's name as a sirname.</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to XXXXX<br />
May 8, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Now you have me a bit baffled. So it works like this,<br />
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There is a main/real/true Lilith. There are spirits created from her who are her daughters. There are a special few of her daughters that are basically reincarnated as her? So does all interaction with her daughters reflect a larger relationship with Lilith herself? (as the main one) <br />
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Have you experimented with Kundalini in interactions with your succubus? I find that my internal energy flow is being trained by the succubi I have been with. Also, I am curious to know if they seem to get anything out of their interactions with people that maybe we aren't aware of. If you think about it, being around humans for thousands of years might become a bit of a bore in terms of interactions. <br />
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Let me know,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>XXXXX to me<br />
May 9, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">you got it. but here's the hard part to understand. each succubus is an individal. who has their own feelings. and passions. although they serve as Lilith's avatars her representatives. they are their own persons. and yes mine has experiement with kundalini. but she does most of the work.</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to XXXXX<br />
May 20, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>Hi again XXXXX,<br />
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I noticed your hub is gone. Did you take it down personally or did the admins make you take it down because it was considered obscene? <br />
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Also, I am curious to know if Kundalini can be used for healing. I'm going to assume it get's stronger the longer you go without ejaculation? And did Lilith ever say what her goal/purpose was? <br />
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Thanks!<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>XXXXX to me<br />
May 20, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">hi tilus,<br />
yes there was a lot of pressure from both the hubpages and a few crackpots that kept leaving posts on my pages. in the end I decided to take them down. I'm in the process of making a blog on the subject of the paranormal on blogspot.com under the name of XXXXX. I'll let you know when it is up. my succubus has used kundalini for healing. queen Lilith never told me her goals. but I sense it is not the corruption of mortals. the impression I got from her was restoration to her original position as wife of adam; sister of eve; to be venerated as a 'goddess' I.e. daughter of god/goddess and our co ancestor. and to join the other children of adam together with us in peace and love.</i><br />
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<u><b>Tilus to XXXXX<br />
May 23, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i>I'm sorry to hear that XXXXX. :( I would love to subscribe to your blog when you have it setup. If I'm not mistaken didn't you copy all your posts from hubpages? Why can't you just c/p them onto blogspot? Also I am very interested in your pictures. You have a few different forms of Lilith drawn. I noticed the eye colors were different as well as the clothes and theme. What was your inspiration for drawing the different tones and themes for them? The one that had the most interest to me was when Lilith had a curved sword and armor. Reminded me of a badass description from Liber Lilith where she is known as "Lilith the Destroyer". <br />
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Also you said the Zohar Volume 5 has a few references to Lilith and her daughters, yet I am having a tough time finding an online source that will let me read it for free. Did you buy it or did you have a nearby library that provided it? Are the references large, and if not would you be able to quote a few? If you can't or don't feel like it, I won't be offended. <br />
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Also with your permission I would like to publish our email exchanges to my blog. Of course I would censor all personal information, such as names, etc. I feel like I have scattered a lot of my resources into many different people and forums and I want to gather them all into one place, which I think would be an ideal area for a blog.<br />
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Let me know,<br />
Tilus</i><br />
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<u style="color: red;"><b>XXXXX to me<br />
May 23, 2011</b></u><br />
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<i style="color: red;">hi tilus,<br />
I got the zohar volume 5 the pritzker edition off of amazon around $35.00. I have clip the copies unto my blog. the address is XXXXX, or if that doesn't work. try XXXXX. the lilith art was inspired by my succubus as well as lilith herself. yes lilith does visit her daughters' lovers and husbands. because in truth we become lilith's lovers through her daughters. because being in the image of adam. she gets to connect to adam. about the lilith figure with the curve swords. that was my succubus' inspiration.. yes you have my permission to post our email exchanges. but be careful. there are those who might find if offense. and not necessarily the graphic sex stuff.<br />
XXXXX</i></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-76246152264325113012011-06-22T14:47:00.000-07:002011-06-22T14:47:31.563-07:00Virus<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">This post is a bit off topic, but my computer just recently acquired a nasty virus. In order to fix the problem I had to restore my computer with the original files, causing me to lose all my bookmarked links that I had gathered about encounters. Lucikly, I had shared some of those links on another forum, but I still lost about 40-50% of information that took me a year to gather without documenting it. :(<br />
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I wanted to address kundalini, succubus/incubus existence, sex magic, and a few other topics but this setback will cause me to have to refind the links which will take a while.<br />
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</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-10323128407684735992011-06-18T22:11:00.000-07:002011-06-19T09:57:36.175-07:00Vision<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">After some observation and thoughts tonight I wanted to share some things in regards to vision.<br />
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Tonight I felt like I was very close in seeing Sam's body outline. I could see her limps moving in my peripheral vision as I tried to breach this vision barrier. From what I understand and they sort of taught me was that you need a different kind of viewing mechanism than what you normally use to view things. It's like putting your eyes into a trance. They originally tried to do things in the center of my line of sight. The problem that I could discern is whenever I noticed something my eyes would quickly hone in automatically because of instinct making their attempts at what they were doing futile.<br />
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This is why I think they are trying a peripheral vision approach in order to get my eyes to adjust properly. I also noticed that when I started to be able to discern small amounts of movement was after I had done the picture/idol ritual. I think that looking into the left eye of the picture/idol with your right eye activates some type of physic ability inside a person that has been dormant.<br />
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To better explain what I mean, all people all have the potential to control their toes and be as dexterous as Houdini, but almost everyone does not train their toes that way. <br />
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<blockquote><i>By Houdini</i> </blockquote><blockquote><i>My second secret has been, by equally vigorous self-training, to enable me to do remarkable things with my body, to make not one muscle or group of muscles, but every muscle, a responsive worker, quick and sure for its part, to make my fingers super-fingers in dexterity,a nd train my toes to do the work of fingers.</i></blockquote><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.squidoo.com/houdiniprinciple">Above Source</a></div><br />
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This new ability to see them feels like I am using a method outside of my normal vision selection. It's like going from the options of, walking, jogging, running to adding a fourth option, "floating" that is completely new to your body.<br />
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I also noticed one other thing. That when I went from using the picture as the idol and to just staring at thin air in an effort to see them that whatever the mechanics of the eyes that were being used to the picture were being transferred over.<br />
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I will keep you all updated on the status of my vision in regards to them. I think I will be able to see them clearly within a few months!<br />
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This is a enthralling account of a person seeing a succubus while being awake,<br />
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<blockquote>Posted <abbr class="published" title="2007-01-09T11:35:39+00:00">09 January 2007 - 11:35 AM</abbr><br />
<abbr class="published" title="2007-01-09T11:35:39+00:00">by Uraeus </abbr> </blockquote><blockquote><i>Things further progressed sexually, and my energies were absolutely phenomenal - she always did the perfect thing to keep me going. As things progressed, I could begin to see more of her. The one thing that caught my eyes the most were hers - when I looked into them, I saw the stars and the heavens and thought of the atoms and matter that make each one, but all of that was still not enough to justify the eyes. They pointed me to another world, and all of what I saw in them pointed to an innocent desire to make love. Her body was effervescent, it changed according to what would arouse me the most, and I could not see her breasts or private parts - they were numb to the eyes. It was her hair, body type, skin color, ethnicity that all changed. She would morph seamlessly, moment by moment. </i></blockquote><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.unexplained-mysteries.com/forum/index.php?s=eaf7f892d42786824aa4b75a62907c63&showtopic=85834&st=0">Above Source</a></div><br />
I read his full account and it matches the types of details that I have come to associate with succubus & incubus. Granted, Uraeus reported being bipolar and a few medical problems when he had this encounter but I think they enabled him to tap into a latent psychic ability that I believe all people possess. There is actually another book called "<i>Qabalah Qliphoth Goetic Magic</i>" by Thomas Karlsson, where it discusses that sleep deprivation is a possibly method for a person to cross over to Lilith's realm in Malkuth. I myself tried a sleep deprivation experiment a while back (36 hours) and noticed some strange sights.<br />
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Needless to say, I am getting really excited in getting closer to seeing them completely. =D </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3911556612190378947.post-27687148086794541452011-06-16T21:07:00.000-07:002011-06-17T20:50:57.773-07:00Subway Encounter<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Today I had to take a taxi about 20 miles to reach a mechanic where I got my car fixed for cheap. After I paid him, I started to drive back home. While feeling hungry, I noticed a subway on the side of the highway and decided to grab a bite to eat. It was a small store size, and after I finished ordering I sat down at one of the tables, and started eating. My back was facing the entrance. While I spent the next five minutes eating my food, I start thinking about a lot of things. When I have the last few bites of my meal left, I suddenly feel Lilith communicate with me.<br />
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I get the image of my math professor Robin who taught Trigonometry at my local college. (which is right next to my house) She is a attractive early thirties blond professor. I start thinking about when I was in her class and when we would talk during the Math Club meetings at the college which she sponsors. Then I look up from my food and I see the back of a blond woman wearing a lovely dress. From the back and side view I thought the woman was still in college. I was looking at this woman wondering if it could be her based on Lilith's communication. From what I could see, I didn't think it was her even though she had the height and hair style that matched Robin. She wore sunglasses flipped up on her forehead, and was wearing a "going to the beach" kind of dress. She had the attire that I had seen some of my female college peers wear. Then when she turns to exit Subway, I get a chance to see her face and there is no mistake that it's her. I wave at her and talk with her a few minutes before she leaves.<br />
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I wanted to mention that I did not hear her give an order at the Subway when this happened. I didn't see her until after Lilith had communicated with me and I spent several moments thinking about Robin. It was an encounter that certainly raised my eyebrows. This is the second time to where they have done something to prove that they don't just existence in my consciousness. (which was something I have always believed) </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0